Tired
Baseball at school was good yesterday. 2-3, nice triple. pretty solid game.
Anyway, I wish i could rewind everything, go back and take full advantage of what I had over this past year. I wouldve done things alittle different, although I guess I dont think i was as bad as she does. But I definently would take nothing for granted. All of this sucks bad. I just dont know if Ive ever wanted something this bad, that i just cant have. I dont like it. AT ALL. Oh well, hopefully baseball and rehrsal and shit can keep my mind of it for awhile. But it's been doing a shitty job of that so far, because shes been on my mind all the fucken time. oh well. BYe
Anyway, I wish i could rewind everything, go back and take full advantage of what I had over this past year. I wouldve done things alittle different, although I guess I dont think i was as bad as she does. But I definently would take nothing for granted. All of this sucks bad. I just dont know if Ive ever wanted something this bad, that i just cant have. I dont like it. AT ALL. Oh well, hopefully baseball and rehrsal and shit can keep my mind of it for awhile. But it's been doing a shitty job of that so far, because shes been on my mind all the fucken time. oh well. BYe