Sep 20, 2004 12:05
Im back!
It feels good to be home, but the whole thing just feels like one very long dream I had. infact, sitting here now typing this still feels like a dream.
Not sure exactly where my head is at yet.. Im still adjusting to the different time zone.
I landed at 4.30 am on saturday.. slept most of the day, then went out on the town with jimbo. Funny bastard he is.. uhh anyway ended up doing an all nighter.. I cant beleive I fuckin did it.. without falling asleep and dieing. came home on the first train.. got home bout 8 am or so.. slept all day .. blah blah.. yeh so like I said.. im still not properly aquinted with this side of the world.
But its good to be home.
There are a few things I need to do to move on in my life. Not easy things for me to do. In fact extremely difficult.. But Ive been throuigh alot already. So I must do them.
And then I can look forward to the rest of my life. Lean back, kick up the feet and just see what happens in life.
Im trying to quit smoking.. I kind of started quite bad again while I was away.
So now its cold turkey time.
Stone henge would only be good if I could sit there by myself for 3 hours.
Tourists suck. (does that include me?)
I went to London all by myself. Im such a big boy. Hour and a half on the train.
It was good to get away from everything for the day, I went to the camden town market. Nice place. :surreal:
I turnt 21.. yet I still get confused for a teenager.. maybe I should grow a beard.. And maybe not.
I'm looking forward to summer.