last day as a freshie

May 26, 2005 11:39

Well, today is my last official day as a freshie. yay! it's about time. this year has been challenging, i'll say that much. it's been full of hard times and fun times and i know the years ahead will be filled w/ the same. i just wanted to take this time to thank some people for always being there for me when i really needed you.
Cera, you've been so supportive and i thank you for that. i really appreciate it. i'm sorry for being a bitch at times but everyone has their moments...some more than others. you're a wonderful friend and i'm happy i can say that's what we are. thanks for always being there and understanding and giving advice. i'lll always luv ya.
MC, girl i luv ya and you know that. we've been through some pretty rough times together but we've both pulled through and i'll give us both props (you too cera) i'll always be there for you whenever you need me because you've done the same for me and i wanna say thanks. i'll do anything for you.
btw...i just want to tell you MC (cera and me already talked about this last night on the phone) that even though i still like J a WHOLE LOT, i've realized that i HAVE to let go of him because he's already gone and there's nothing i can do about it. i think he's the first guy that i've ever felt this strongly for and it's a shame it didn't work out but there will be more and i'm sure i can find better. you better keep your word and stay in touch w/ adam this summer or i'm going to choke you...j/k...but seriously, there might be something between you guys that you've yet to find and you don't want to lose that chance.
Cera, if you still like that one guy you better start talking because you never tell me or MC who you like and we tell you everything...so spill all girl!!!
....ugh, finals. don't we all hate them? hopefully i've got pretty good grades in all my classes w/ the exception of world civ. that class sux ass and i'm so glad that we don't have to take a history course next year, cause if we did, i'd die. don't get me wrong i love ms. emily but not her class. i hope you guys do good too.
i'm going to make myself a goal this summer...i'm going to try not to get in any trouble for a while. i'm sick of it and i'm finally getting freedom and i don't want to screw that up. that feeling sux of finally being able to do something and then all of a sudden you can't do shit. i hate that and i'm not going through that this year. so if i start to do something that i can either seriously get caught(hehehehe) OR hurt then you guys have to help convince me otherwise because odds are i'd still do it if i thought i could get away with it.
so this summer is going to be way fun and jam packed. we're all going to hang out together and have a blast...and you better plan on it! btw, you're both going to come over soon and get in the pool with me. K? it'll be fun, i promise.
Luv ya guys and thanx for a memorable year~*
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