F*ck you brain
Really not feeling it today. Wasnt yesterday, and to be truthful wasnt really monday night or tuesday (although that was most likely due to being ill than an actual mope).
Got F all sleep last night, mostly due to getting in later than i expected and being kept up (although the person keeping me up is lovely so no lasting ill will there). Yesterday had me feeling pretty low and probably p!ssed off a friend or two but im sure they understand.
Todays not much better, things going round in my head are bugging me and the only thing stopping me acting on them is ive been here before, except now i know (And knowing is half the battle! G.I. JOEEEEEEEE!) what my brain is doing (conceptually, im not a neurologist) so am reigning in the crazy for now.
I know theres people out there with bigger issues so i plan to try and perk up by saturday for my birthday thing. Ill hit gym tonight have a quiet friday and a good lie in saturday morning so hopefully will be in a better place by then.
Hope you are well
x
Got F all sleep last night, mostly due to getting in later than i expected and being kept up (although the person keeping me up is lovely so no lasting ill will there). Yesterday had me feeling pretty low and probably p!ssed off a friend or two but im sure they understand.
Todays not much better, things going round in my head are bugging me and the only thing stopping me acting on them is ive been here before, except now i know (And knowing is half the battle! G.I. JOEEEEEEEE!) what my brain is doing (conceptually, im not a neurologist) so am reigning in the crazy for now.
I know theres people out there with bigger issues so i plan to try and perk up by saturday for my birthday thing. Ill hit gym tonight have a quiet friday and a good lie in saturday morning so hopefully will be in a better place by then.
Hope you are well
x