Things!
Im crap at this updating thing...
Well last month or so has seen some interesting developments:
(Ex?)Friend has calmed down somewhat but im still hearing they are being a d!ck behind my back, im still working through quite a bit of pent up anger at them so am keeping distance so i dont say or do anything rash as i am loath to loose a friend but am unwilling to be walked over without good reason. Im probably being seen as being childish or feeding this persons paranoia/ranty behaviour but frankly i dont see why i should change just to placate them anymore.
On a lighter note Adam and Lou's wedding! Oh my god what an event! I knew id enjoy myself but i didnt realise how much! Seeing some old and new friends and not actually getting that drunk i really had a good time and almost cried with adam showing his feelings. Some awesome pics where taken (although not many of me so no new FB pic!). It was honestly beautiful and i sincerely hope that the coming years see's them well. Love you guys.
In more recent news im experiencing emotions ive not felt properly for a while, theres likely several explanations for this but i learnt that i shouldnt analyse or over think these things. Ive been burned before and cant help but be a bit reserved, Suffice to say im just going to enjoy it while i can for as long as i can and try not to rush things again as much as i want to and ruin it.
Other than that, my plans to get out more and see more people are going well, visited my mum which i really should do more often and have made a few new friends and actually socialised. Plan to do more and get back into the gym more often (slacked off past few weeks and paid for it). So generally with the exception of the odd bit of drama (drama llama loves me) im actually doing very well.
How are you?
Well last month or so has seen some interesting developments:
(Ex?)Friend has calmed down somewhat but im still hearing they are being a d!ck behind my back, im still working through quite a bit of pent up anger at them so am keeping distance so i dont say or do anything rash as i am loath to loose a friend but am unwilling to be walked over without good reason. Im probably being seen as being childish or feeding this persons paranoia/ranty behaviour but frankly i dont see why i should change just to placate them anymore.
On a lighter note Adam and Lou's wedding! Oh my god what an event! I knew id enjoy myself but i didnt realise how much! Seeing some old and new friends and not actually getting that drunk i really had a good time and almost cried with adam showing his feelings. Some awesome pics where taken (although not many of me so no new FB pic!). It was honestly beautiful and i sincerely hope that the coming years see's them well. Love you guys.
In more recent news im experiencing emotions ive not felt properly for a while, theres likely several explanations for this but i learnt that i shouldnt analyse or over think these things. Ive been burned before and cant help but be a bit reserved, Suffice to say im just going to enjoy it while i can for as long as i can and try not to rush things again as much as i want to and ruin it.
Other than that, my plans to get out more and see more people are going well, visited my mum which i really should do more often and have made a few new friends and actually socialised. Plan to do more and get back into the gym more often (slacked off past few weeks and paid for it). So generally with the exception of the odd bit of drama (drama llama loves me) im actually doing very well.
How are you?