Apr 17, 2006 21:36
Okay, so I'm quiet, so I'm not outgoing, and not very aggressive, so what? At least I'm not a jerk. Why must people see this as a problem and take advantage of me for it. I swear I let some people step on me more than I should. It seems to the point that I have no spine for being quiet, shy, and kept to myself. I wish some people would think of me more as a respectable person and less of a doormat. I guess to do that would mean I must revert to my old ways before my gentlemanly behavioral niceness. That flaming redhead of the past must return and show all I'm not someone to be looked past and ignored. I wish not to, because most people respect me right now for my current behavior. Oh, I'm confused right now..... I need a rest.