Dec 03, 2005 00:59
Im so scared for highschool to end. Just the thought of it scares me. I have so much I would like to do, but am so clueless as to how to do it. I miss middle school where everything was easy and I hate that I am going to miss some of the people I go to school with more than I want to. I think im staying home for a year and with all the talk of people around me about going away, makes me sad, and jealous. Its not like I couldnt go away...I could get into school and I am for sure financially set...but I think im jealous of the fact that those people make it sound like they know what they want, but I know not all of them do, they just know how to fake it well.
As you go through the pictures of the last 4 years it's a hard/weird concept to think that more than 90% of those people you wont know in 8 years.....It makes me sad that things are the same for 12 years of your life and then it all changes and its not a small change...the change can be drastic and in a short amount of time everything youve known and are used to can change