TOTALLY SAD
ok, like it says in my subject im totally sad. 2day, i just lost 3 frends. 2 of them were 2 of my closest and best frends, and i only have like 4 best frends. I cant beleive this. 19 days of skool left and ive completly messed everything up. If my close frends r reading this(u noe who u r), i just wanna say that im so sry, especially the 1 that i really pissed off. It is a complete misunderstanding, i swear, if u guys just give me like 3 minutes 2 explain, then ull understand everything! also, wen i came 2 c u guys twice, it was for something 4 u, and u guys also hurt me, but i dont care, cuz i noe that the person whon told u the story totally mislead u, or they didnt understand themselves, i swear that i never meant 2 hurt n e 1, the only reason i said"why is she being so bitchy 2 me?", wasnt so i cud b rude, but it was so i cud find out why u were mad at me, so i cud fix my mistake, wen i said bitchy, i didnt mean as in u were a bitch, i meant as in why were u pissed at me, and i didnt noe that u guys wud take it the wrong way. and the truth is, ive been wonderin wat ive been doing wrong all this time that u keep getting pissed at me, and ive finally figured it out, i noe that i shud've nown a long time ago, but wen it is something bout u personaly, its hard 2 figure it out. and now that ive been thinkin bout it, ive been such a jer during basketball, and im sry. I also just wanna say that i am sry, but i really dont think that u had 2 make fun of the way i play basketball, im not that gud, and i noe that, i do my best, and if u always told me not 2 think of wat other ppl think bout me, and i didnt, until now. I dont wanna play basketbal n e more noeing that as soon as i turn my baq, some1 is going 2 b making fun of the way i shoot, cuz that really hurts, if it was just some guy, watever, but if it is my close frends, that seriously bums me out, im not as gud as u 2, not even close!I try my best, and thats all i can do, nothing more. and i didnt call n e 1 a bitch, i didnt even think that. and this not sucking up, if u think that, go ahead, but ive said sry, im trying 2 explain it 2 u, and im doing this cuz i dont want 2 yrs of our frendship 2 just b dont with cuz of a misnderstanding, do u?thats all i can say, and the ppl who i am talking about, well, lets just say that they're the bball sisterz
Ok, so other than the fact that im totallu bummed,and ive completlu messed everything up,everything is FINE! im probably moving next yr 2 another country(luky 4 u guys, lol),im at my grandma's house again, and i love being here, except 4 the fact of my 2 annoying lil cuzins, their parents have 2 force them 2 finish their food! and 1 of them is in gr.5! opk, nothing else 2 say, byebye!
Ok, so other than the fact that im totallu bummed,and ive completlu messed everything up,everything is FINE! im probably moving next yr 2 another country(luky 4 u guys, lol),im at my grandma's house again, and i love being here, except 4 the fact of my 2 annoying lil cuzins, their parents have 2 force them 2 finish their food! and 1 of them is in gr.5! opk, nothing else 2 say, byebye!