Apr 11, 2005 20:53
i feel like some people are just actting to be my friend or just likes me for no reason. i think of questions all the time in school like "are you really my friend or no?" or r u just actting like u like me? or do people just dont want to be mean and dont want me to be a loner. why can people just be friends and treat people like they are friends instead of making there "friends" feel like they are friends or they dont belong. and why must poeple just look on the outside of something and not even bother to talk to them. like the old saying "never just a book by its cover".
and why do people treat and or make other people feel like they are not smart or stupid. all of this happend to me everyday. and it is really annoying and i dont know how to tell people plz stop. cause i know if i try people would think that i am just joking and they will either walk away or just wanna start a fight. it just pisses me off and when i say how no one says hi to me in the halls and people say i do and couple weeks later they go out and act like i am not there and talk to my other friends even though i have been friends for a while with of the people i am talking about.
it is always weird how like if a guys has a gf and gets a ride or hangs out with another girl that his gf gets pissed even though they are best friends. but like if that happends the other way around the gf acts like everything is cool and nothing happend even if the bf likes makes signs that he is mad or piss a little bit. the gf just gets over it and acts like she didnt even get a ride or hanged out with another guy.
i always dont understand why if a guys breaks up with a girl why cant the girl and guy talk even though they are just friends. i mean like yes i know like they might be mad but couples weeks later i am sure everything is ok and they are just friends and i dont see when if they try and talk the girl always flips out likes throw stuff at the bf or just tell him that "it is over ok just get over it now go away" even if u are trying to solve problems between u too. that is really annoying.
i cant believe that all that has happen to me at one point or another in the last couple months.
that is a lot i had on my chest for the past for months. i am glad i got it off while a little i guess.
bye