Feb 15, 2005 18:21
today was a bad day. like i know my cast smell bad but there is nothing i cant about. trust me if there was something i would do it in a heart beat but there is nothing. some people may think i wont but i would. and then i think tiff is like at me or just has a lil serect between her and her friends. i am fine with that. but why didnt say talk to me today when she was shooting around with some boys for the jv team she was anti-mike did i do something wrong? i should just not go to school anymore and it would probably be alot better without me there in school and without me in people lives. cause it seems to me that not alot of my friends and or people who i use to talk to dont want to talk to me or dont even want to acknowledge me in the halls. and plus when i was down the hall no one says hi to me unless i say hi to them or i acknowledge them and never then they just keep walking like they dont want to be seen around me like i am a dumbass and no one likes me. i think to myself wat would people would do if i dont go to school for like a week. Would people even know that i was gone? Would people even care why i was gone? cause i think people wont even notice that i was out and they will be like "mike you were out i didnt notice" like today at lunch i was sitting at my gf table like on the oppsite side for like 5 mins and she didnt even notice until someone said something to me. and then i moved next to her and she didnt even notice until couple mins later. what is he world coming to? no one likes me anymore. or does no one want me in school? can someone please tell me. tiff i love you
love you tiff