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i guess i really didn't learn my lesson about drinking and driving..
i hadn't drank in about a month because on my diet, i made a rule of no alcohol or iced coffee. which, if you know me..thats insanity. however, i decided i deserved to drink a little bit one night and just let loose. so i got out of work a little after ten, went over sarahs, and just started chugging bottle and cup after bottle and cup of alcohol..
sarah was still completely sober and hadn't even sipped a drink yet..but she wanted to go get food and drive around. so, after she begged for a while i gave in.
i forgot how much i used to LOVE drinking and driving until sunday night. when i'm depressed i don't feel much of anything except for when my emotions go on a loop from one to the next. but i forgot how much i love that adrenaline rush and that risk and feeeeling something. anything.
however, i won't be drinking again for a while because i can't drink a lot again or i'll just gain all my weight back. so, i'm only gonna drink maybe once a month. if that.
i hadn't drank in about a month because on my diet, i made a rule of no alcohol or iced coffee. which, if you know me..thats insanity. however, i decided i deserved to drink a little bit one night and just let loose. so i got out of work a little after ten, went over sarahs, and just started chugging bottle and cup after bottle and cup of alcohol..
sarah was still completely sober and hadn't even sipped a drink yet..but she wanted to go get food and drive around. so, after she begged for a while i gave in.
i forgot how much i used to LOVE drinking and driving until sunday night. when i'm depressed i don't feel much of anything except for when my emotions go on a loop from one to the next. but i forgot how much i love that adrenaline rush and that risk and feeeeling something. anything.
however, i won't be drinking again for a while because i can't drink a lot again or i'll just gain all my weight back. so, i'm only gonna drink maybe once a month. if that.