xman thiefx xbisexualx xherpesx

Oct 11, 2008 04:53

so gossip and drama follow me no matter where i go...whatever, its dumb shit.

i was actually told at work that my personal life will effect my chances of employment. dumbest shit ever. especially if i'm not the one bringing my personal life into my work life. she told me to not get myself involved in drama. i told her i wasn't. she said she had heard some things. i said i wasn't aware people were talking. she said, and i quote, "well you wouldn't, would you?"

one girl at work hates me because she, among a shit ton of other people think I'm fucking her ex boyfriend. nope, sorry folks, you got the wrong intern on that one. people i'm currently fucking? 0. way to be on the ball with that one.

another girl at work doesn't like me because i'm bisexual. well excuse me for not picking sides. yes, mostly i've been with men however i don't deny the females ever. this as well is dumb as shit. why would anyone judge you on your sexual preference. especially coming from a fucking lesbian. hellloooo...has anyone heard of gay rights? fuck.

also, how many ppl all of a sudden know that i have an std and who gave them permission to spread that shit around?!?!? lets set the facts straight. we all know i'm a very open and honest person. why shouldn't i be? It's not that I care that people know my healthy history its the fact that people are gossiping behind my back about it. if you want to know whether or not i have herpes, just ask me eh?

the dumb thing is, i can pinpoint each person who has started the various drama. each scenario can only be drawn back to one individual. the same individual who knows moooore personal drama because of mutual non-peta friends.

well, all this drama has just gone a little bit too far and i honestly wonder how much more i can take of it. i suppose from now on, i should SERIOUSLY not trust anyone, become a loner, and avoid all possibilities of being seen in public. because clearly the way i live my life is not liked by many people.

ok, so maybe i live outside of the norm a little bit. but to me, it all seems perfectly fine as i have plenty of punk friends. but in general, aren't i a good person? seriously. i work 40+ hours a week at $1.78/hr to fight animal cruelty. i abstain from substances that would otherwise put me in comprimising situations. i try and live minimalistically. i dont buy things i dont feel i need in most cases. i love my parents and talk to them everday. i maintain strong friendships. i give to others. what more could you want from me?

for the past 4 years all i've wanted was to work for PETA...but when they out right ask you not to submit your resume anymore, what can you do?

FML!!!






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