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so much to do...so little time. and the schepis' are going to be here saturday...*hooray*
eeep.
why do i have to be so goddamned busy all the time?
although...i couldnt imagine living any other way...because id be bored. sitting around...watching mindless tv...rotting...waiting to die...blech. i can sleep when im dead. although i prolly wont even do it then :)
busy busy.
this mornings adventures will include...1. starbucks. 2. office depot 3. kinkos 4. bank 5. work 6. bank again 7. back to kinkos 8. dunno yet, but im sure its something...9. gotta get the wee one :) 10. husband & baby time. 11. perhaps i should eat today or something 12. some gay and lesbian movie w/ dustin & co. at 9:30 13. sex w/ my husband because that is what married people do :) 14. work on stuff i scored at kinkos 15. MAYBE sleep :P maybe not :) 16. START OVER hehehehe
its fun being me. at least im never bored.
im really digging the pumpkin spice candles in my living room. its my october tradition. even tho its still hot outside...it gets me in the mood for fall because by every october i am so over summer that im ready to hurt someone and im ready to start rockin some fall fashions.
yesterday i changed out a bunch of pictures on my mantle. i took down some pictures of me and molly, and chase and jason. i didnt get rid of them, i just put them in a photo album. i decided not to throw them out because they are memories. and in the pictures we are smiling and having fun. therefore all the times werent bad. so, thats why i just put them in a photo album. i dont believe in throwing pictures away anyways. thats why i didnt get rid of some of my wedding photos. that would be tacky and just stupid...and well, immature of me. ive thought about contacting her, and seeing if she wants copies, but i doubt she does. whatever. if she wanted them, she would have asked for them. fuck it. she still hasnt finished paying for the dress i bought her to wear in the wedding, im not going to spend anymore money on her to buy her pictures. whatever. its a small amount of money lost...and i dont need it. bank of tiffany i say. always the bank of tiffany. sometimes i think having money is harder than not having it. i think some people know how hard it is for me to say no...and then people know what emotions to play off of w/ me so that they dont have to pay me back. and play the "im broke card" and "woe is me card" even when they fucking shop right in front of my face, or fuck up and tell me shit that they buy, or constantly sit there and smoke pot, but cant seem to pay me back a really small amount of money. BLECH im dwelling. and this is stupid. ive moved on and im going back somewhere that i dont want to be. i cant change a damn thing. so no sense in talking about it now. its over.
moving right along....EEEEP speaking of moving right along. its 10:26. i need to get my ass in gear.
eeep.
why do i have to be so goddamned busy all the time?
although...i couldnt imagine living any other way...because id be bored. sitting around...watching mindless tv...rotting...waiting to die...blech. i can sleep when im dead. although i prolly wont even do it then :)
busy busy.
this mornings adventures will include...1. starbucks. 2. office depot 3. kinkos 4. bank 5. work 6. bank again 7. back to kinkos 8. dunno yet, but im sure its something...9. gotta get the wee one :) 10. husband & baby time. 11. perhaps i should eat today or something 12. some gay and lesbian movie w/ dustin & co. at 9:30 13. sex w/ my husband because that is what married people do :) 14. work on stuff i scored at kinkos 15. MAYBE sleep :P maybe not :) 16. START OVER hehehehe
its fun being me. at least im never bored.
im really digging the pumpkin spice candles in my living room. its my october tradition. even tho its still hot outside...it gets me in the mood for fall because by every october i am so over summer that im ready to hurt someone and im ready to start rockin some fall fashions.
yesterday i changed out a bunch of pictures on my mantle. i took down some pictures of me and molly, and chase and jason. i didnt get rid of them, i just put them in a photo album. i decided not to throw them out because they are memories. and in the pictures we are smiling and having fun. therefore all the times werent bad. so, thats why i just put them in a photo album. i dont believe in throwing pictures away anyways. thats why i didnt get rid of some of my wedding photos. that would be tacky and just stupid...and well, immature of me. ive thought about contacting her, and seeing if she wants copies, but i doubt she does. whatever. if she wanted them, she would have asked for them. fuck it. she still hasnt finished paying for the dress i bought her to wear in the wedding, im not going to spend anymore money on her to buy her pictures. whatever. its a small amount of money lost...and i dont need it. bank of tiffany i say. always the bank of tiffany. sometimes i think having money is harder than not having it. i think some people know how hard it is for me to say no...and then people know what emotions to play off of w/ me so that they dont have to pay me back. and play the "im broke card" and "woe is me card" even when they fucking shop right in front of my face, or fuck up and tell me shit that they buy, or constantly sit there and smoke pot, but cant seem to pay me back a really small amount of money. BLECH im dwelling. and this is stupid. ive moved on and im going back somewhere that i dont want to be. i cant change a damn thing. so no sense in talking about it now. its over.
moving right along....EEEEP speaking of moving right along. its 10:26. i need to get my ass in gear.