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Jul 18, 2009 02:26

So it seems that a few of us are having some tough times. I wouldn't really consider myself as one of those people necessarily, but life could always be a bit better I'm sure.

For those of you who need one, I'm offering tons of Internet hugs and if I get a chance to see you in person, then an in-person hug is all yours because I love you all.

As for me... well, I'm chuggin' along as usual. I've been working like crazy. Juan feels neglected and for that I am sorry. I miss my best bro, too, buddy!

I've been working overnights at work to boost my hours. They've been taking a bit of a toll, but the paycheck I got today made me happy, so I'm hoping it's worth it.

I feel empty kinda. But what's great about working and having absolutely no time for myself is that I don't have to think about it or feel that way very often.

My summer's been pretty blah. Not much of a break, in fact, none at all. My psych class will be over this coming Thursday so I hope to do something with the last three weeks of my summer at least. I was thinking about going down to Arizona to visit a friend there. But I might save that for some three or four day weekend in September, we'd probably both be better prepared at that time. But I'd love to go boating or go to the river or the beach or SOMEthing before school begins. I have nothing fun to show for the past couple months. Kentucky was pretty awesome, but that wasn't technically summer.

I've been doing less alcohol-consuming since I turned 21. Why am I always so backwards? I'd like to use the excuse that I don't have many bar-going friends, but I've turned down at least three invitations from co-workers to go out, including tonight. I dunno... I mean, I could get into that scene, but I just haven't been feeling it. That and I'm cheap and drinks at bars are not. But seeing Harry Potter for the second time was fun. :)

Really, life isn't at all bad. It's just pretty drama-free which is interpreted as boring often times. Then again, the drama does kinda crop up in spurts. This single thing has its perks, but it's also kinda boring. But then again, I have the power to make it more interesting, I've just been choosing not to. I'm just too busy with my own thing to invite someone else into the works. That and I'm super picky, I think my standards are kind of ridiculous considering who I've turned down and who I've dated in the past. I just don't understand myself sometimes.

Plus, if I gave someone else my free time over Juan, I think he'd be kind of upset. And no one I've just met is worth that. :p

So, to close this entry...

Pardon me, but...

might you happen to have any...

Grey Poupon?
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