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[mizzshortstuff]

omg, my grandparents came over today (my dads parents), and i found out my grandma has lung cancer. this cant be happening! why does everyone in my family get cancer of some sort? my grandpa died 2yrs ago from the same thing, and like 8/10 of his brothers and sisters died from some sort of cancer. its so scary, im almost in tears. my grandma who is a non-stop talker, always up to listen to any story and tell hundreds of her own, always staying well past her welcome but its never a problem, who takes an hour to say goodbye to the same 5 ppl, came to visit today and not even 2hrs later was ready to go home. she was so weak, and good barely hug me goodbye because she was soo tired and weak. and she said goodbye as if it was her last which scared the crap out of me. the chemo, she started just this past friday has affected her already, we were talking to her and it took her so long to respond.

fuck cancer, because im going to lose yet another family member to it.