Get some anger/engery out
Ok i got into an "accident" yesturday. I'm fine, other person is fine. I'm just shaken up. My car? Chipped paint. Like 4 inchs. The other car? Dinted in passager side door. Ok extremely dinted. Is it my fault? Maybe. Depends on what the insurance company says. I was backing out of a parking space and he was driving (fast) through the parking lot. I couldn't see him and he "could not stop in time". I'll take the blame if needed, its just stressing. Dad doens't yell, but i didn't get all the information that i needed because i was shaking and didn't know what to do. Plus this happened in front of Brooklyns to top it off so i got some support inside. Andrea was there, but she didn't seem to concern that i was crying and shaking about everything. In fact she didn't ask. Aaron wasn't much help. He simiply said that it's "just a car". This coming from the car freak that he is. That didn't help much. Yeah my car is fine, and hell no one was hurt, but its the fact that i hurt my baby. Im serious, that car is my baby. Plus now my insurance may go up, so instead of taking a course over the summer I may just work two jobs. (I have an interview at Victorias Secret next week). I did see Justine and Erin, and as usual she helped me out of a tough spot and repeated that everything was fine. I did finally buy Phantom of the Opera with Jennifer, which concluded with Wendy's and a movie. I don't feel ok even now though. Its not the fact that the accident happened yesturday, its the paper work and making sure that i have the information and everything. I just want finals to be over with and be working two jobs while going to school and have time to see Aaron while finding time to spend with my friends/parents. That can never work out because I'll neglect something and anything neglecting can not turn out for the better.
Teri
Teri