last updated 18 weeks ago...
let's see, where was i 18 weeks ago? probably back on this computer in miami stressing about leaving for israel. i was so nervous to come here, i wasn't sure what i was getting myself into. i had to do it though because i've been through so many involuntary changes and have made lives out of them, why couldn't volunteer for this oppurtunity to change my life... i was only comfortable with my new found summer life back in miami. this summer was so full of independece, infatuations, new awakenings and the fucking mall. my life was coming together so beautfully before and after graduation until i totalled my car two days after... it was really a horrible experience but for some reason i never felt too bad about it.. i knew it was a sign from above telling me i need to slow down...literally.. so i did for a few good weeks trying to readjust my head..
by the way i'm sitting here on my couch in my cotch apartment in Rishon LeZion merkaz... sitting next to the beautiful lisa from geneve explaining to her all about live journal...i'm also very satla סתלה... מסטול פציצןת...
so really as great as my story was planning to sound about where i've been for the past 3 months, i must go shower and now and go to bed... work tomorrow eem h'yeledim..
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