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i just made 60 dollars in 5 minutes :-)
It's risky, but how else do ya make extra cash...
(and it's definitely not what you're thinkin')
Last night was pretty depressing for me. When I get that depressed I feel my shoulders get really heavy and I just feel... well, depressed.
20 minutes of a silent conversation with my dad, he indirectly tells me he doesn't want me living with him after i graduate. what does he expect me to do? well i know what he expects- but I don't think he realizes I haven't had the stability of everyone else who got accepted to upenn and michigan...and that's not my fault.
it doesn't help when at the end of the day all he can do is be disappointed in me. does he honestly think that this is easy on me? it's my life i'm struggling with. the thing is though--- i'm fine. i'm just taking a back road. i'm going into university through the side door, not the front. he did it..so can I. like he makes a fucking effort during the day to ask what he can do. he doesn't want me to stay in miami. I don't blame him. I don't want me to stay in miami either. I have so many negative ties down here with my past and people it'd be great to start fresh. start over..
so i'll have to work more hours than i have been which i like. this is just overwhelming!
i'm just so confused. i'm supposed to be right?