FiNaLLY ReALiZeD HoW ppL REALLY aRe..
so... just when i think that everything is getting better.... get a phone call on sunday before i am about to go out with jord... mom calls grandma back, and finds out some terrible news.... my grandfather has lung cancer....but he never knew that he had it... so it was let go too long, and NOTHING can be done about it...it is everywhere...all over his whole entire body... he is going to chemo to maybe give him a few more days or whatever on his life...and help heal some of the mainly emotional pain the doctor said...JUST GREAT...and then to top that off... my aunt is having an affair on my uncle... they have two little ADORABLE kids...and WHY i just dont understand...and not even with ANYONE who looks like anything...he does drugs, hes on house arrest...she is BEAUTIFUL..5'7 blonde hair blue eyes, beautiful body... a great husband and family...sometimes i just dont understand what goes threw ppls heads...needless to say...mom is a MESS...it is ridiculous..she has 10x more stress on her now with this new promotion and all...and wow...i feel really bad for her... oh well...all i can do is pray to God... it's just some rough times im going threw right now...happens to everyone... me and jord are a lot better, that helps me a lot, and well im just kinda chillin in life right now... but anyways... well im guna get outta here... i think im guna go back to sleep...<3