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i dont want to say much..
but .. i realize what my life would b without tommy... especially while going thru ANOTHER family crisis...
man, i owe so much to him, and i am a complete wreck
i dont even want to liek go out and party it up right now.
my life is at a HUGE low right now and at the worst time.
and i HATE, HATE, HATE, cancer...
by far my biggest fear and worst nightmare
that doesnt seem to want to leave the Digue family alone =/
life sucks and i dont think i can ever call anyone a "real friend"
i can go out and party with millions of u guys and have a blast and love u guys so much for that..
but when it comes down to this shit.. all i want is my tommy to be home
and i am already missing him..
july 12th... i cant fucking wait till then
14 days... and counting.
i hope i am right about how much time.
until then i am gonne eat my self to death b.c i realized Eatnig, Smoking, Drinking, and of course danielle and brian, are about all i have to chill me out
=/
but .. i realize what my life would b without tommy... especially while going thru ANOTHER family crisis...
man, i owe so much to him, and i am a complete wreck
i dont even want to liek go out and party it up right now.
my life is at a HUGE low right now and at the worst time.
and i HATE, HATE, HATE, cancer...
by far my biggest fear and worst nightmare
that doesnt seem to want to leave the Digue family alone =/
life sucks and i dont think i can ever call anyone a "real friend"
i can go out and party with millions of u guys and have a blast and love u guys so much for that..
but when it comes down to this shit.. all i want is my tommy to be home
and i am already missing him..
july 12th... i cant fucking wait till then
14 days... and counting.
i hope i am right about how much time.
until then i am gonne eat my self to death b.c i realized Eatnig, Smoking, Drinking, and of course danielle and brian, are about all i have to chill me out
=/