Aug 29, 2004 00:09
Yer Desire 04: can we talk?
shep using aim: yeah
Yer Desire 04: ok
Yer Desire 04: im a really sick of fighting with eachother
Yer Desire 04: i mean we once loved eachother an then the next thing ya kno were fighting
Yer Desire 04: i dont wanna hate eachother. u are a great friend an i hate not being able to not talk to u bc i can tell u alot
shep using aim: you done?
Yer Desire 04: no
Yer Desire 04: iw as waiting for u to say something back
Yer Desire 04: i dont really kno why we r fighting an id really like to kno
shep using aim: because i still love you more than anything, and you dont understand how much i want you back, and now you have a new bf and its killing me
Yer Desire 04: im sry
Yer Desire 04: but ya kno, we can still b friends.. i will always love you mike, its not like i forgot about you
shep using aim: dude i was lying
shep using aim: LOL
Yer Desire 04: well i was still jsu saying
Yer Desire 04: u cant jus forget about sum1 u once loved
Yer Desire 04: an for real why r we fighting
shep using aim: because i hate you?
Yer Desire 04: wut for
shep using aim: and you threw a fucking water bottle at me?
Yer Desire 04: well u guys were calling me skeletor in the stands
shep using aim: i wasn't. i was on the fucking field
Yer Desire 04: no u werent
Yer Desire 04: it was after half tyme
shep using aim: i didn't say shit till you threw a bottle at me
Yer Desire 04: well sry
shep using aim: no you're not
Yer Desire 04: i hate fighting with you
shep using aim: WHY
Yer Desire 04: bc i wanna b friends
Yer Desire 04: u were one of the only ppl i could talk about things too
shep using aim: yeah, same for you :-\
Yer Desire 04: u might b kidding but im not
Yer Desire 04: i mean u understood things
shep using aim: this whole conversation is a joke
shep using aim: i know you're messing around
Yer Desire 04: im not kidding around
Yer Desire 04: i tried to call u but i guess u have a new #
Yer Desire 04: i really wanna work things out
shep using aim: i have the same # i just got a nextel
Yer Desire 04: im friggen serious
Yer Desire 04: oh
shep using aim: maybe my phone was off or something i dont know
Yer Desire 04: it was like pleasae wait the nextel subscriber u r trying to reach is located so i jus hung up
shep using aim: ohhhhh
Yer Desire 04: yea
Yer Desire 04: im really serious about this conversation , if u kno wut i was feeling inside ud kno
Yer Desire 04: like at the game i wanted so bad to say hi an have a sweet lil convo but i didnt
shep using aim: ehh yeah, i kinda couldn't stop staring at you thinking about the times we used to have :-\
Yer Desire 04: i mean when i saw u in the stands i wanted to give u a hug bc ur like a big teddy bear
Yer Desire 04: u can b a very close friend an we can hang out an stuff i hate this fighting
Yer Desire 04: an u can b joking around iwht me ryte now but im not
shep using aim: lol
shep using aim: i just read some of the notes you wrote me like 5 minutes ago
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: lol
Yer Desire 04: ur are all in my note box
Yer Desire 04: u still got bananas?
shep using aim: haha yeah...
Yer Desire 04: hows he holding up?
shep using aim: pretty good since your mom sewed him back up :-P
Yer Desire 04: lol
Yer Desire 04: i remember that
Yer Desire 04: so is elena guna b wearing ur jersey this year?
shep using aim: FUCK NO
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: dude i hate that girl
shep using aim: you dont understand
Yer Desire 04: oh sry
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: she says she knows you, lol
Yer Desire 04: bc ur journal was like yea u hung out with Elena
shep using aim: yeah she was a big waste of my time
Yer Desire 04: lol
Yer Desire 04: sry to hear that
shep using aim: lol yeah
shep using aim: fucking bitch
shep using aim: lol ok soryr im done
Yer Desire 04: did u cut ur hair a diff way?
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: no, it's just bleached
shep using aim: and it wasn't brushed
shep using aim: i just got out of practice
Yer Desire 04: its looked soo different
Yer Desire 04: in a good way
Yer Desire 04: did u get ur schedule?
shep using aim: eah
Yer Desire 04: wut r ur teachers?
shep using aim: hanna, caulford, jennings, plaa, johnson, zdebski
Yer Desire 04: yne go.. loe, parker/socks,gilmore,sheck,prattinger,sanders
shep using aim: ms loe
shep using aim: haha
shep using aim: ms loe is so sweet
Yer Desire 04: yea u had hur
Yer Desire 04: is she hard?
shep using aim: NOOO
shep using aim: easiest class ever
Yer Desire 04: goood
shep using aim: you will get an A
Yer Desire 04: lol
Yer Desire 04: i have weights!
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: she never gives homework, like seriously, maybe 5 times the whole year
Yer Desire 04: ill b a buff as you
shep using aim: as me?
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: lol
Yer Desire 04: yea
shep using aim: i dont know about all that
Yer Desire 04: hey
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: ahahah
Yer Desire 04: u guna b a thte game wednesday
shep using aim: yeah
Yer Desire 04: so will i
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: welll yeah.. id sure hope so, you are a cheerleader, lmao
Yer Desire 04: ill b cheering the whole tymhtat tyme tho.
Yer Desire 04: tyme that *
Yer Desire 04: i got a damarite for being "disruptive" in mcDonalds
Yer Desire 04: hah
shep using aim: im not sure if im going i know we have practice then team dinner, then yeah probably everyones going back to the jv game
Yer Desire 04: that old lady is a bitch
shep using aim: haha lol
shep using aim: dude varsity's cheerleading coach is hot
shep using aim: lol jkjk
Yer Desire 04: yes i erika got in TROUBLE
Yer Desire 04: lol
Yer Desire 04: so at the jv game ill b able to talk to u?
Yer Desire 04:
shep using aim: um, no
shep using aim: lol
Yer Desire 04:
shep using aim: unless you want my friends screaming at you, i wouldn't talk to me :-\
Yer Desire 04: why would they scream at me
Yer Desire 04: ohhh.. SKELETOR
shep using aim: yeah
Yer Desire 04: thas really old an it dunt get to me as it use to
Yer Desire 04: but i wont i guess
shep using aim: k good
shep using aim: LOL IM JK
shep using aim: you can talk to me dude
Yer Desire 04: wutta bout a wave?
Yer Desire 04: oh
Yer Desire 04: lol
Yer Desire 04: god u always make me believe you
Yer Desire 04: sheesh
shep using aim: :-D
Yer Desire 04: still a jokester i see
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: ahahha yup yup
Yer Desire 04: omg at the game did u see be fall otta a stunt?
shep using aim: lollll no
Yer Desire 04: omg i was so pissed
Yer Desire 04: my base jus like dropped me bc bugs were on her
Yer Desire 04: im like hello
shep using aim: LOL
shep using aim: when i was running across the field to do that thing, i was swearing at the other team, haha it was so funny
Yer Desire 04: lol
Yer Desire 04: sis u play las nite?
shep using aim: yeah
shep using aim: we won
Yer Desire 04: i kno
Yer Desire 04: i heard
Yer Desire 04: we won 2
Yer Desire 04: we already beat las years recored
shep using aim: yeah it was a good come back
Yer Desire 04: it was bc i was hceering hta thalf
Yer Desire 04:
Yer Desire 04: cheering*
shep using aim: so you're still as HOTT as you used to be i see
shep using aim: hahaha jkjk
Yer Desire 04: ling there
Yer Desire 04: lieing*
Yer Desire 04: gw
shep using aim: gw ?
Yer Desire 04: guess wut
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: oh
shep using aim: haha
shep using aim: what
Yer Desire 04: i dotn have that piece of shit cell fone no more!
Yer Desire 04: yahoooooooooo
shep using aim: SWEEEEEEETT
shep using aim: what kind did you get
Yer Desire 04: a sprint samsung flip
shep using aim: oh thats sweet
Yer Desire 04: an im not allowed to text
Yer Desire 04:
shep using aim: so you can call me now, and it wont be 314 dollars, lol
Yer Desire 04: hah
Yer Desire 04: i dont have that # either
shep using aim: i got a new phone too, i dont know why but i decided to keep the #
shep using aim: oh you dont
Yer Desire 04: nope
shep using aim: :-D
Yer Desire 04: so in other words i guess u want me to give it to u?
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: haha no its alright
shep using aim: you don't have to
Yer Desire 04: but u want me to
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: no
Yer Desire 04: u want it?
shep using aim: nah
Yer Desire 04: ok
shep using aim: so you like your new bf a lot
Yer Desire 04: i like him yes
Yer Desire 04: we dont get to see eachother alot n o more tho
Yer Desire 04: hes got golf an he starts skool monday
shep using aim: that's good, i hope things work out for you guys
shep using aim: oh that sucks
Yer Desire 04: yea
Yer Desire 04: who u like these days
Yer Desire 04: an be serious
shep using aim: you
Yer Desire 04: no
Yer Desire 04: i said b serious
shep using aim: i am
Yer Desire 04: not believeing it
shep using aim: k
shep using aim: but i do
Yer Desire 04: no
shep using aim: lol
shep using aim: who do you think i like
Yer Desire 04: elana
shep using aim: err just that name makes me mad
Yer Desire 04: sru
Yer Desire 04: sry*
shep using aim: lol
Yer Desire 04: wut did she do?
shep using aim: i dont know, we were like holding hands and i was holding her and stuff, then shes like yeah we're best friends, im like wtf
shep using aim: i dont know its complicated
Yer Desire 04: wow wut a bitch
shep using aim: shes been calling me and trying to talk to me online, id ont know im just ignoring her though
Yer Desire 04: hah
Yer Desire 04: nice
Yer Desire 04: hows ur mom an Rob?
shep using aim: so how long have you guys been going out for now
shep using aim: they are alright, we actually moved out for a while believe it or not
Yer Desire 04: since the 4th of aug.
Yer Desire 04: really?
Yer Desire 04: how come
shep using aim: i dunno my mom like pushed him or something and i dont know, i was really stressed about it though, so i basically moved to my aunts all summer
Yer Desire 04: ahhh i c
Yer Desire 04: so howd did that not goin to skool for hte las few weeks turn out,?
Yer Desire 04: i mean like where were you
shep using aim: good, i passed all my classes
Yer Desire 04: thas good..
Yer Desire 04: i still never got why you were out of skool
shep using aim: long story, thats probablya good reason why we broke up too
Yer Desire 04: wut was the place for that u were goin to
Yer Desire 04: sry i keep asking u questions, i jus wanna kno
shep using aim: :-D
Yer Desire 04: ....???
shep using aim: :-D
Yer Desire 04: .....?
shep using aim: :-D:-D:-D
Yer Desire 04: oh dear lord
Yer Desire 04: are u guna tell me
Yer Desire 04: lol
shep using aim: you make me smile
shep using aim: lol
Yer Desire 04: wut?
shep using aim: :-D
Yer Desire 04: ok i give up!
Yer Desire 04: sheesh..
shep using aim: errrrriiiikkkkaaaaaaa
Yer Desire 04: mmmmiiiikkkkkeeee
shep using aim: :-D
Yer Desire 04: shit... WUT?
Yer Desire 04: sry about teh water bottle i had to seek revenge
shep using aim: lol
shep using aim: its ok, i love you
shep using aim: ahhaha
Yer Desire 04: heh
Yer Desire 04: we are jus friends
shep using aim: we are?
Yer Desire 04: guess not
Yer Desire 04: sry
shep using aim: k
Yer Desire 04: y dont u wana b
Yer Desire 04: ?
shep using aim: because id much rather just keep calling you names, and hate you
Yer Desire 04: ok
Yer Desire 04: well sry for trying to work things out, an everything i said i ment
shep using aim: alright bye
Yer Desire 04: why cant u jus b nice to me for once? i dindnt do nething for u to act this way towards me, an if i did do sumthing wrong, id really like to kno
Yer Desire 04: ................
Yer Desire 04: ?????????????????????????
shep using aim: SHUT UP
Yer Desire 04: see i did nuthing because id much rather just keep calling you names, and hate you
Yer Desire 04: ok
Yer Desire 04: well sry for trying to work things out, an everything i said i ment
shep using aim: alright bye
Yer Desire 04: why cant u jus b nice to me for once? i dindnt do nething for u to act this way towards me, an if i did do sumthing wrong, id really like to kno
Yer Desire 04: ................
Yer Desire 04: ?????????????????????????
shep using aim: SHUT UP
Yer Desire 04: see i did nuthing
why do i even try anymore? all i wanted to do was work everything out.... :\