Happnin's

Apr 23, 2009 15:25

Dear Journal,

Right now I'm sheer exhausted. My sorority sister that was in the office for a meeting just invited me to go along with her and some friends to Miami this summer. That would be so awesome. I'd love to get some flirty skirts and go but I'm not sure if it's feasible. I really need to be in my best friend's hometown around then helping with her wedding... afterall I'm the MOH.  I really don't know when and what I'm supposed to be doing.

I feel like I should be throwing her a shower soon. The wedding's in July.  She's supposed to be getting me  a list of friends she wants to invite together.  So many things to think about.

My dad's still in the hospital. He claims today makes three weeks for him.  I imagine he feels like a prisoner marking off the days. I feel really bad for him. I know he's ready to join society again and have really good times.  I've been so nervous lately. I've been cheating on the Medifast but I guess my tummy has shrunk because I may have something fatty for lunch but after lunch I don't feel like eating anything else.  So I've lost 2.5 pounds this week still! Hooray!

I've also got PMS so I'm craving any and everything.  So tomorrow morning my dad has his surgery and I'm hoping it will help him.  This is going to sound gross okay, I'm warning you now.  My dad has horrible bedsores on his backside and back of his legs. They've gotten so bad that was one of the main reasons we said he needed to go into the hospital and the doctors took forever to address the situation.  He actually got worse while he was in the hospital.  Can you believe it?

So he's got that going on.  I don't know when he'll go home.  I've got a church women's retreat this weekend. The other ladies are leaving tomorrow morning. I told the Women's Minister that my boss won't really let me off work again since I've been taking off so much to help with daddy.  I don't know if I should go on the retreat or not. My sweet sweet boyfriend Steve said that he'd help my dad and essentially be a stronger version of me at my house this weekend while I'm gone.  I'm just so confused about what I should do.

It's easy for me to disappear for a few hours to go to a church conference or something but it's another thing to go away for a weekend while my dad's in this condition. Decisions, decisions.

Sincerely,
MizzDiva
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