aim for something...because if you aim at nothing youll hit it every time
so i had a good/bad day...it was weird and dramatic. i woke up...went to school...took my exam...i got a c+ on it...i tried my hardest and apparently thats just not good enough for my parents anymore. they want me to be perfect at everything. theyre used to me not having to try at anything because im just good at it...and this term i had to try really hard just to do average. im proud of my grade because i worked hard for it. i went out to lunch with kris meg and my mom b4 practice at wendys...it was nice...the dude gave me an extra burger with like weird stuff on it so i gave it to dana bc she likes that stuff...mayonaisse....siiiiiiick...i love our new coach...shes perfect for us! she loves to golf but likes to be silly and talkative like us...after practice i came home...megan came over and we watched the incredibles bc we were tired...i packed my clubs for florida...not a difficult task lol...then i went and got my hair cut and hilighted...i like it a lot...i went to a new place today...my hairdresser was hilarious...i kept laughing and she was like...sit still ur else im gonna mess ur hair up...and it was hard lol...then after that i came home and my sister was here...she was being a major bia...so we went to the movies and saw the pacifier..it was funny lol...we laughed like complete idiots at all the not funny parts...so we come home to my dad whom was fresh off a plane from seattle...and the first thing he says to me after i give him a sweet "hello daddy i missed you" is "go clean your goddam room" in a mean nasty tone with his eyes like all slitty and then he bitches out my sister..and as im going upstairs i mutter under my breath "jerk...go back to seattle" and he goes..."i heard that" and i wa slike..GOOD...then im getting changed in my room and my mom knocks and im crying bc im mad and my moms like...whats wrong bc she was being mean too and i just lose it and go...JUST BC ASHLEYS BEING A BITCH DOESNT MEAN U HAVE TO BE A BITCH TO ME...ok now my family is a group of pottymouths at heart...but i never swear at or around my parents...im glad she was behind the door bc as soon as i said it i put my hands over my mouth and went...shiiiiit and my mom just walked away...it felt good to get that off my chest...so ashley comes in my room and sits on my bed and i just go off on her about my dad...and apparantley my dad was listening through the door...def. need soundproof doors...soo im cleaning my room like i was told and my mom comes in and tells me to apologize to my dad and i go...ill apologize when im sorry...also felt very good bc to tell u the truth i really wasnt sorry...i felt good about what i said...so my mom drags me down there and my dads still yelling at my sister for god knows what...and he goes...why are you down here...and i look at my mom and i go...well apparantley im sorry for something...but mom just filled me in on that...and my dad does his pissed off laugh and he goes...well if ur not sorry then go back upstairs and i go...ok fine and i trot back on upstairs...leaving my parents in shock...i dont disobey my parents..im a good kid but tonight i just lost it...all the stress of exams and my parents being "dissappointed" in my grades had me in over the top...i let off some steam and i had a good cry...my face is still puffy...and i feel a lot better now..and my rooms clean...but my dad gave me the talk about responsibility...and i swear he prewrites these or something...it was long...i was getting so bored...oh yeah i almost forgot...we were driving in the parking lot of star and we see this lone car by sports authority and this cars door is open and theres this dude laying down puking...it was weird...ive seen a fight there a brawl there...and now a puking guy...we didnt stop bc we were afraid to...the mall security was on its way...it was weird...so basically im not gettin a car on my b-day bc im "unresponsible" whatever...so uhhh yeah bedtime for me...im tired from yelling and crying and being mad...call me so we can hang out b4 i go to florida...peace out