AFTER 2468489 MILLION YEARS...AN UPDATE!
hey so i havent updated in foreverrrrrr i decided id update. Actually, jen decided i should update and i decided to listen to her. I have no idea why since nobody even reads this thing including me. But i decided to make jenny happy and shut her up. Well alot has gone on since i last updated about 4 months ago and i dont really want to elaborate. Things were really bad now they are going ok i guess. School is alrite im passing which is all that matters. I've discovered a few things about myself that i would've never guessed and now its pissing me off because i cant act on these new feelings im having. Friends are a bit disappointing id say except for my jenny of course. But i realized im the happiest when im by myself anyways. "Vanessa wanna go to a party?" "no thanks im just gunna go home and read" Damn i am so lame. But im happy being lame. Does that make any sense? I hope so. SO anyways theres there guy i think i like at my school. Hes cute cuz i like him. I havent had a real crush in a looong time; you know the kind- where you cant wait to go to school the next day cuz you know hes gunna be there and you spend that extra 10 minutes in the morning trying to look all cute. Its the best. I dont know if its gunna go anyhwhere but it'll be interesting to find out. In the meantime anyway im having fun. work is work. Theres really not much to say about it except i still get these strange urges to punch this girl in the face...not gunna name any names but LIZ! haha jk..kinda. I dunno i mean some people just take work so serious i mean we're teenagers!! We're supposed to be having fun, we'll be working for the rest of our lives pretty much so we might as well have fun with it while we still can. But some people just dont get it. oh well its alrite. uMmmM what else? I could talk soo much shit about the conceited people i go to school with but thats no fun and it just makes me mad. Im getting fat and i dont care anymore. Winters coming = big bulky sweaters. yay! well im gunna go. At least i updateed. i'll update again in another 10 years or so. LOVE YA!
*Vanessa*