the big 1-9: its here. i'm all grown up.
WOW. I have had a crazy weekend and no doubt, I will not get any better from lack of sleeping and drinking for 2 days, but it was worth it. Ringing in 19 was awesome, the only thing that could have made it better was to see all of you guys there as well. But that would be asking for too much.
Friday I stayed in and smoked a joint with Emma and lianne... i rolled a shitty joint but it was smokeable so maybe it wasnt so shitty after all. Not much else happened that night because i needed to study and ben had gone to a party or something. Saturday, i spent stuyding and lounging about, thinking about how much that night would be awesome. and i went shopping downtown with emma and picked up a hot gold brooch that is a bow shaped and looks sexy. I decided to be a sexy secretary after all for the party, and convinced katie to be one with me. I ended up looking pretty 80s.. hahah it was jokes. Katie abandoned our duo by changing shirts and claiming she was Romy from Romy and Michelle's High school reunion. What a hoe. So i was left defending my slutty attire alone. I was checked out by many creepy guys, and when katie gets her film developed I will be able to show you all soem scandalous photos of my boobs... The ones i have now dont do the outfit justice. So we headed to our friend Kat's party, which was fun, but one of those parties where everyone dresses like they're in gr8 and are all very clothed, and thus we felt like we had brought the 18+ material to the PG13 movie. ahhh. My creepy discipline facilitator from first year stared at my boobs and said 'holy shit!' i got a lot of stares, blatant and 'i can see your boobs.' yes,i'm wearing a bra...
We headed to Smijie's after that, and i got in for free cause iris was working the front. and it was fabulous... i have watched ppl turn 19 for a while now, and it was so good to do it myself. I got delicious shots and drinks bought for me, and danced like crazy and flashed many people, including the bouncer, who said i was hot. woooo. Danced with ben... chatted to people i never see, like erin and ivayla... and hugged the football player from my floor last yr who said i looked great. I apparently told my friend danielle she needed to go to the gym more, and pinched her stomach.... and so i was desperately trying to win her love back today, and she took me back. thank god. I knew i would cause shit last night. i turned off my computer to avoid the drunken msning... but alas, god had it in for me.
cabbed home with ben and emma, woke up and yelled at my housemates that i was 19 and fabulous. and then... did NO work and talked to lauren on the phone (yes!!) and rehashed stories from last night and then went to the library and tried to work.
Then ben came over and gave me my present.... I dont know what i have done to deserve such a fabulous boyfriend (or friends for that matter) but i can NOT believe he bought me a fuciking ipod nano. The boy's crazy!!! doesnt he know my track record for losing stuff??? hah... i joke. I will guard that with my life cause it means so much to me. HE means so much to me. and now i have a lot to outdo for christmas. but he has impressed me. i was so happy, i hugged him to death. i think it made him really happy too. but again... why did he spend so much on me??? insane. INSANE. but so appreciated. then we went out for dinner to Gusto's and had a great dinner with my friends, until they threatened to have me stand on my chair and sing (a la east sides.. shudder) and i hid out in the bathroom until danielle came down and promised there would only be singing happy birthday. so i endured it... for like the 6th yr in a row of resturant embarrassment. and i was in a sassypants mood then and didnt eat my cake. Tom bought my meal, and so i was in a happy mood again, and then i came home and was sad again? who the hell knows with me. I swear, the pill is making me more and more CRAZY each month. poor ben. he tries so hard to understand me... hahah. Then i chilled out with him and relaxed and then talked to emma and darryl for a bit and now... should be going to bed.
I miss you guys so much! its not the same without you. i cant wait to come home and have anotehr birthday party with you girls at Dance cave. despite my crazy moodswings, i think i am in the happiest place i have been in a long time. With no issues with ben and friends in every city that love me and that i love more than anything, i coulsdnt have asked for anything more to achieve by my 19th birthday. And using my own ID finally is just an added bonus!
Friday I stayed in and smoked a joint with Emma and lianne... i rolled a shitty joint but it was smokeable so maybe it wasnt so shitty after all. Not much else happened that night because i needed to study and ben had gone to a party or something. Saturday, i spent stuyding and lounging about, thinking about how much that night would be awesome. and i went shopping downtown with emma and picked up a hot gold brooch that is a bow shaped and looks sexy. I decided to be a sexy secretary after all for the party, and convinced katie to be one with me. I ended up looking pretty 80s.. hahah it was jokes. Katie abandoned our duo by changing shirts and claiming she was Romy from Romy and Michelle's High school reunion. What a hoe. So i was left defending my slutty attire alone. I was checked out by many creepy guys, and when katie gets her film developed I will be able to show you all soem scandalous photos of my boobs... The ones i have now dont do the outfit justice. So we headed to our friend Kat's party, which was fun, but one of those parties where everyone dresses like they're in gr8 and are all very clothed, and thus we felt like we had brought the 18+ material to the PG13 movie. ahhh. My creepy discipline facilitator from first year stared at my boobs and said 'holy shit!' i got a lot of stares, blatant and 'i can see your boobs.' yes,i'm wearing a bra...
We headed to Smijie's after that, and i got in for free cause iris was working the front. and it was fabulous... i have watched ppl turn 19 for a while now, and it was so good to do it myself. I got delicious shots and drinks bought for me, and danced like crazy and flashed many people, including the bouncer, who said i was hot. woooo. Danced with ben... chatted to people i never see, like erin and ivayla... and hugged the football player from my floor last yr who said i looked great. I apparently told my friend danielle she needed to go to the gym more, and pinched her stomach.... and so i was desperately trying to win her love back today, and she took me back. thank god. I knew i would cause shit last night. i turned off my computer to avoid the drunken msning... but alas, god had it in for me.
cabbed home with ben and emma, woke up and yelled at my housemates that i was 19 and fabulous. and then... did NO work and talked to lauren on the phone (yes!!) and rehashed stories from last night and then went to the library and tried to work.
Then ben came over and gave me my present.... I dont know what i have done to deserve such a fabulous boyfriend (or friends for that matter) but i can NOT believe he bought me a fuciking ipod nano. The boy's crazy!!! doesnt he know my track record for losing stuff??? hah... i joke. I will guard that with my life cause it means so much to me. HE means so much to me. and now i have a lot to outdo for christmas. but he has impressed me. i was so happy, i hugged him to death. i think it made him really happy too. but again... why did he spend so much on me??? insane. INSANE. but so appreciated. then we went out for dinner to Gusto's and had a great dinner with my friends, until they threatened to have me stand on my chair and sing (a la east sides.. shudder) and i hid out in the bathroom until danielle came down and promised there would only be singing happy birthday. so i endured it... for like the 6th yr in a row of resturant embarrassment. and i was in a sassypants mood then and didnt eat my cake. Tom bought my meal, and so i was in a happy mood again, and then i came home and was sad again? who the hell knows with me. I swear, the pill is making me more and more CRAZY each month. poor ben. he tries so hard to understand me... hahah. Then i chilled out with him and relaxed and then talked to emma and darryl for a bit and now... should be going to bed.
I miss you guys so much! its not the same without you. i cant wait to come home and have anotehr birthday party with you girls at Dance cave. despite my crazy moodswings, i think i am in the happiest place i have been in a long time. With no issues with ben and friends in every city that love me and that i love more than anything, i coulsdnt have asked for anything more to achieve by my 19th birthday. And using my own ID finally is just an added bonus!