wow i've been up since 9 and i'm exhausted the past 3 nights i've got
maybe 10 hours of sleep all together?? i dont kno but i'm exhausted. my
sister and her boyfriend came over and so did my neice. and then me and
my other sister-Chelsey- got into it and it was bad yet fun!lol then
hey left and we took chelsey to Drivers Ed. And now i'm jsut sitting
here bored as can be..Wow yesterday was so hard! I went up and talked
and said somethings and then i completely lost it cuz i mean come on
thats not fair! he didnt need to die! He was such an awesome grampa and
its like why him?? i dont kno if any of you guys get wut i'm saying or
not but yea..I dont really care. I dont care about anything
anymore..I'm too the point its like okay its give up time or time to
quit. I dont kno but w/e..Who cares? Yea well heres a song that was in
my grampas funeral..you may think its kinda weird for it to be in a
funeral but yea..It was for him
Man I know we have had alot of tragedies lately
I just wanna say rest in peace Aaliyah
Rest in peace Left Eye
Rest in peace Jam Master Jay
And everybody lost in the Twin Towers
And everybody lost period
All we got is HOPE
I wish the way I was livin could stop
Servin rocks, knowin the cops is hot when I'm on the block
And I wish my brother would've made bail
So I won't have to travel six hours to see him in jail
And I wish my Grandmother wasnt sick
Or we would just come up on some stacks and hit a lick(I wish)
And I wish my homies wouldn't have to suffer
When the streets get the upper hand understand we lose a brother
And I wish I could go deep in the zone
And lift the spirits of the world with words within this song(I wish)
And I wish I could teach us all to fly
Take away the pain out of your hands and help you hold 'em high
And I wish my hommie Butch was still alive
And on the day of his death we had never took that ride
And I wish that God could protect us all from wrong
So that all the soldiers sent overseas come home
And uh- We will never break through the devestate
We shall motivate, and we gotta pray, all we got is faith
Instead of thinkin about who gon' die today
The Lord is gon' help you feel better so you aint gotta cry today
Sit at the light so long
And then we gotta move straight forward cause we bite so strong
So when right go wrong
Just say a lil' prayer, Get your money man, Life goes on...(Let's go)
Oh I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today
Take this music and use it, let it take you away
And be hopeful, hopeful, and He'll make a way
I know it aint easy but- Thats okay
Cause we hopeful
I wish that you would show me some love
Instead of hatin so much when you see some other people comin up(I wish)
I wish I could teach the world to sing
Write some music and have then trippin on the joy i bring
Shit I wish that we can hold hands
Listenin instead of dissin, lessons from a grown man(I wish)
And I wish the families that lack but got love
Get some stacks, brand new shack, and 'Llac on the dubs
And I wish that we could keep achieving wonders
See the vision of the world through the eyes of Stevie Wonder(I wish)
You feel me and I hope all the kids eat
And dont nobody in my family see six feet- ya dig?
I hope the mothers stand strong
You can make it whether you with him or your mans gone(I wish)
And I wish I could give every celly some commissary
And no popo bring the heat on our peace like they did R.Kelly
And I wish that D.O.C. could scream again
And the bullets reverse and Pac and Biggie breathe again
That one day they can speak again
I wish that we only saw good news everytime we look at CNN
I wish that we could never get the blues
Wish I could bring back the people that died at E2
I wish that we could walk the path stay doin the right thing
Hustle hard so them kids maintain up in the game(Lets go)
Oh I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today
Take this music and use it, let it take you away
And be hopeful, hopeful, and He'll make a way
I know it aint easy but- Thats okay
Cause we hopeful
Wish the world wasnt so apocaliptic
I try to spread my message to the world the best way that I can give it
We can make it, be optimistic
If you dont listen, gotta live my life the best way I can live it
I pray for justice when we go to court
Wish it was all good so the country never even went to war
We cant we just kick it and just 'em on
And in the famous words of Mister King, "Why cant we all just get along?"
Hope we can find a better way to shop in peace
And I hope we find a better way to cop for keys
And I wish everybody would just stop and freeze
And ask why are we fullfilling these downfalls and these prophecies
You can be wrong if it's you doubtin
With the faith of a mustard seed, you can move mountains
And only the Heavenly Father can ease the hurt
Just let it go and keep prayin on your knees in church(Let's go)
Oh I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today
Take this music and use it, let it take you away
And be hopeful, hopeful, and He'll make a way
I know it aint easy but- Thats okay
Cause we hopeful
Oh I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today
Take this music and use it, let it take you away
And be hopeful, hopeful, and He'll make a way
I know it aint easy but- Thats okay
Cause we hopeful
Hopeful, ohhhhh ohhhhh
R.I.P. Grampa Gene..You will never be forgotten♥
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