happy birthday taylor, jackie, jesse, dane, adam etc.

Apr 09, 2005 11:26

i have had such a crazy week.
i've never worked so hard in my life.
i feel empty and i don't know how to re-fuel.
i miss hanging out with a lot of people (like casey), but i don't miss the ones who were fake the entire time.
i have a lot of apologies i want to say to some old friends.
i know i'm blunt and obnoxious and come off as a bitch.
i'm sorry if i dropped you b/c of things that were happening in my life.

i still have to find a prom dress and it is the hardest thing to do.
plus i don't have a date and it's gonna be lame during all the slow songs.
i feel so alone; even though i'm surrounded by people.
i just don't feel like they care.
i'll be leaving soon anyways.
these are your last chances to say goodbye.
krystal and i will get into stupid arguments about clothes on the floor and dishes unwashed, but i cannot wait to start over with her there with me.

this is not a sympathy entry, but i have no one to express this to so my only hope is you.
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