Apr 07, 2004 11:28
well. i dont really remember when da last time i postted was.. but it's all good. no one reads diz ainyway. yes well i'm sittin at home, i aint feel like going to school. today was da last day before spring brake.. so i sorta get a head start..
last time i hung out wit chris was on saturday...hahahha dats was an amazing day..hes like uber busy. so i'm like whatever. it's alll good in da hood.
i've been talkin to ray ray. god i love him. i m misss him so fuckin much..but i dont think i'll ever go back out with him.. the pain.. argh. fuckin deadly. i'm over him.. but i still love him.. yimean.. i think what i miss the most is what we used to have.. he maed me soooo happy. even thought i couldnt see him much.. waiting weeeeks at a time juss to hold him.. was so worth it.. blahhh. i need to shut up before i start crying..
amys at the zoo with mike.. i really wanted to go.. but i didnt nwanna be the 3rd wheel. and plus i've always wanted to go with a guy. cuz i think dat shit is so fuckin adorable. omg. me n ray were going to go to the zoo together. blahh.
yeah so anywayzz i'm out. chris is on da phone