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hey hey wasup.....l0ng ass tyme since i talked in herre..i tryed ta yesterday but diana g0t my password nd erased everything i wrote i guess cas.....hmm.... mayb it was tha TRUTH...about how she talkes shyt about every1 ...but watever ....nd she so0o dum w. her shyt cas she thought she was imin natalie but she imed me askin''wats her password'' ...aint that sum shyt ...so0o0o fukin inmature ..sweety were in highsk0ol STOP already w. tha kiddy gamez.. n e wayz ill finish that st0ry lata let me take u backk ta a week ag0 ...2 sundayz ag0(8-1-04)r0jay f0und i cheated 0n him .... nd it was so0o0o0 bad it was tha w0rstest mistake in my wh0le lyfe.. im so0o0o0 lucky hes even talkin ta me...then that tuesday i tryed killin myself but i was to0o scard.....then wensday my ''LOVER'' (rojay) was 0nline nd t0ld me that diana was tellin kim (a gurl i dun lyke) everything that happen w. me nd my''LOVER'' i was so0o0o pissted it was fuckin bad enuff i did wat i did nd lyke 100 pplz already new...no0 1 eles needed ta no0... so0 then i called her nd she fuckin HUNG UP ON ME ....aint that sum shyt ... lyke it was my fault she t0ld her...nd she new i was guna get madd .... then thursday my m0m called her nd talk ta her.. ab0ut sum shyt but it was p0intlezz... ne wayz then thursday nite my''LOVER'' called me nd ask if i wanted ta g0 ta tha mall ..nd i needed ta get 0ut tha h0use cas it was tha w0rstest week in my WH0LE lyfe...so0 i went nd we ended up seein catwoman((which was g0od)) i wanna b her wen i die = ) ne wayz i went h0me nd me nd my''LOVER'' was 0n tha ph0ne till we feel asleep...then friday he called me nd ask if i wanted ta go0 with him ta get hes hair cut....nd 0f c0urse i said 'yea'=) so0o0o hes mamy picked me up .....nd shez so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o nice i l0ve her i wish she was my mamy ......n e wayz..we went ta publix then we went ta my''LOVERs''h0use so0o he c0uld get ready.. nd we hada wake up hes brother''CUTIE''=) so0 me,my''LOVER'',hes mami,hes br0ther,nd hes cuzin...went ta get my ''LOVER'' nd hes br0ther'zhair cut ....then we went ta br0ward mall...then hes mamy droped us 0ff at sawgrass...nd i helped my''LOVER''l0ok 4 a h0odie but tha 1 he wanted was 2 much m0ney ...so0 we went ta tha m0viez nd we saw 3moviez but only paid 4 0ne =) we saw ...shrek2...thundercatz 0r sum shyt lyke that...nd liddle black bo0k(it was ok).......but then we left in tha middle of liddle black bo0k nd went ta get fo0d...so0 we g0t fo0d ..ate...then waited 4 tha bus.....................0mg it was my 1st tyme 0n a bus nd it was so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o funn ............so0 then we walked ta my h0use..chilled ther 4 an hour nd a half then my mamy to0k him h0me...........it was so0o0o go0o0od bein al0ne w. him cas we NEVER uesta be al0ne....nd my m0m L0vez him ......which is go0o0od.....n e wayz saturday i went ta tha d0ct0rz then went ta wendey's...then bl0ckbuster then h0me... then i was watchin barbersh0p nd my ''LOVER'' called nd said him,amp,nd anthoney were c0min ta pick me up .......so0o i g0t dressed nd amp drove us ta my''LOVERs'' h0use...then he asked if i wanted ta party nd i say 'yea'..so0 then he ask anth0ney if he wanted ta c0me nd he said yea....but amp c0uldnt c0me cas he hada b h0me at 8.30 lol= ) n e wayz amp to0k anth0ney h0me ta get ready...so0 then me nd my ''LOVERs'' br0ther went 0n tha c0mputer while my''LOVER'' was gettin ready....then after he was d0ne..we went ta pick up ant....nd went ta tha party.....it was SO0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O FUNNN!!!! nd so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o ghett0......it was go0d bein ar0und ghett0 pplz .....i havnt been ar0und then that much cas i was alwayz w. diana nd chad.........ne wayz at ab0ut 1or1.30 tha c0pz came nd shut d0wn tha party....nd we left.......then wen we were in tha car bring ant h0me my''LOVER''ask me if i wanted ta go0 ta church w. him nd i said'yea'.......so0o0o then sunday m0rning my ''LOVERs''mamy picked me up nd we went ta church = )i was kinda scard th0u i th0ugth it was guna burn d0wn wen i walked in.......but it didnt = )......i think every1 sh0uld go0 ta church its g00o0od.....n e wayz after church...''LOVERs'' mami br0ught ne h0me ...then i called him nd my mamy said he sh0uld c0me 0ver nd we'll get m0viez nd pizza so0 thatz wat we did....we g0t barbersh0p again....nd secrect window..(it wasnt that go0od)nd i was so0o0o0o madd i br0ke my tv...it fell 0n tha fl0or ... but ne wayz at ab0ut 11.30my mami to0k him h0me ....then m0nday i cleaned my dirty ass ro0m...then wen my mamy came h0mei ask if my ''LOVER'' c0uld c0me w. us ta get a new tv...nd she said yea...so0o we picked him up nd went ta brandsmart...then after i g0t my new ghetto tv...me nd my ''LOVER'' walked ar0und tha mall cas he wanted ta get a shirt....so we did that then at around 9.10 we t0ok tha bus h0me again...then my ''LOVER'' stayed 4 a h0ur then my mamy brought him h0me....then tuesday wen my mamy g0t h0me i t0ld her we hada get him again....so0 we did nd we g0t m0re m0viez....j0hns0n family vacati0n (u sh0uld go0 get it..it was g0od) soo0 ne wayz we watched it ...nd ab0ut 11.30 we t0ok him h0me...then wesnday...(yesterday)i went ta wurk w. my mamy nd i g0t new granny sh0ez i g0t lyke every c0lorz .....nd then we picked up my''LOVER'' after wurk nd he came 0ver while i g0t ready ta go0 ta tha mall ...then my mamy to0k us....then we walked ar0und 4 a liddle bit ..then to0k tha bus tha tha ghett0 wal-mart = ) nd we juss chilled ...then we to0k tha bus h0me nd me nd him wer talkin ab0ut ....well i aint guna tell u cas i dun need m0re spread ar0und ...but if ur imp0rant nd wanna kn0..im me nd ill tell ya =)...nd thatz been it ...then taday wer p0sta g0 sh0pun....0r mayb juss chill herer...well see.......but i h0pe me nd him will stay g0od lyke this ...im so0o0o0o sry 4 wat i did ta u b0ob0o i l0ve u th0u <3.......................................................... ne wayz let me tell u ab0ut my uesta be ''BEST FRIENDZ'' lmao ......WOW..... 1st i wanna say thx 4 all tha g0od timez we had its ashame u hada end it cas u l0st me as a friend i DIDNT l0se u .....1st let me start w. diana i really cant belive u ... changin my password nd all of that ur soooo childish nd DUM...ur juss madd cas i was tellin nataile nd chad h0w u really feel ab0ut them ...nd ur lucky i didnt keep tellin nataile everything ..... but nah its n0t w0rth nd plus u 2 need each 0ther.....cas nataile's so0o fuckin whiped by u.........nd po0r fuckin chad he w0uld do0 ne thing 4 u but u treat him lyke shyt......nd u n0 everything i was sayin b4 was tru thatz pr0bly y u erased it lma0 lma0 but watever .....juss meber wat g0es ar0und c0mez ar0und nd u will get urz....nd ur soo unbeliveable cas u sit ther tryin ta make me feel bad ab0ut sumin u did....then u sit nd tell my m0m all bullshyt ..... but i f0rg0t u dun do0 ne thing bad in ur eyez ...every thing u do is'perfect' but sweety it really isnt..................n0w nataile u sh0uld really learn tha definion of ''TWO FACE'' bef0re u use it cas u nd diana r tha biggest 2 faced ppl...nd u talkin ab0ut how i put ur name in my j0urnal mann shut tha fuk up w. that shyt...u no0 if u wernt scard u w0ulda put my name up ther tha 1st tyme u wer talkin ab0ut '2faced ppl' lyke ur self nd tha 0nly reas0n why u said sumin n0w was cas i did ...u think i really give 2 fuckez u make it s0und lyke i still wanna be ur friend u mussta 4got that in n0t urs 0r dianaz friend ...nd i didnt want ne thing ta happen ta u 2 cas u need each 0ther cas if u didnt have each 0ther u w0uld n0o friendz nd .... u juss dun wanan admit that ur a follower nd u follow watever diana d0es....nd its real sad......nd u think i really make up wat diana t0ld me ab0ut u ......nd that all tha ''b0yfriendz' u have wer frum tha internet .......nd u never wanna meet then cas 0f tha way u l0ok nd u n0e im n0t liein ab0ut that ...... nd if u really did belive that diana doesnt talke shyt ab0ut u ....u w0uldnt have asked wat she said..all i g0t say is ur dum 2 cas u f0ll0w ppl nd u cant make ur 0wn desions .....nd u make me laff......sayin ''o yea diana ur ryte ash is a fuckin bitch ''........danm if im a fuckin bitch wat r u 2 lmao lmao lmao lmao ..its so0o0o0o0o0o0o funny h0w im a bytch 4 d0in n0thin but watever.....nd since i talk so0o0o much shyt why dunt u tell me all tha 'shyt' i talk cas i w0uld lyke ta no0 nd u no0 i dun talk shyt......0nly reall shyt .......ne wayz...my life will b al0t better wit0ut all tha drama nd talkin shyt ab0ut every1 ............... ne wayz i juss want all tha drama ta be g0ne nd my life ta get back n0mal .....nd my b0ob0o/'LOVER' can go0 nd be happy again nd 4 it ta be juss us ..........i l0ove u so0o00o00o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o much ro-ro i REALLY do0.........ne wayz im o0ut ......jacilina l0v ya gurl.....ro-ro l0ove ya bo0obo0o
leave me sum l0ve ......0or hate which ever 1 u want .............
l0v ya:::::::Ashilina::::::::: = )