Differences
just to let you know, some aspects have changed since then. my views are different from when i wrote it. remember it was from a while back.
i'm rewriting it because some things in it were prolly not clear. this should be ok.
Original: May 26. 06
Revised: March 30. 07
Differences
Note: The italicized words represent the softer side of the person.
I am free...
But I didn't want to be.
I can hate you now...
No, I can never hate you.
How did I become so stupid?
I hear people get dumb when they're in love. Is that so wrong?
Maybe that is why...
I did love you, but it could never be.
We're from different worlds, you and I.
You're rich, I'm not.
You're shy, I'm talkative.
You're scared, I'm brave.
But I loved you because you're not like anyone else.
You gave me that courage to go on,
I gave you the strength to stand up.
We've already drifted...
What's the use of going on?
You flirt and can't control that instinct of yours.
While I waited and saved myself for you.
But you can't do that, can you?
Oops, I'm sorry; did I burst your bubble?
I am reminded that people act like this,
Having the mystified look in their eyes,
Being selfish to what they want.
But I also can't forget that not all are like this,
They would open their doors,
Making us feel like we can save them.
The deal is...I will curse you,
But I'll still miss you.
You're right to say goodbye...
But you're wrong that I'm going to find someone else like you...
How could you destroy something that hasn't started?
You left me hanging...
Left without a single word.
You'll never know how much you mean to me.
The dreams will last even after you're gone...
I'll still be here waiting......