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[mizuumi]

I feel so lonely
‘cos there is no one who’d be there
when I am not allowed to share
any of my failures
I throw away my captures
and crawl back into my shell
scream out that it’s for sale
and I cry
I kind of wish to die
Have no reasons to be sad
am just some kind of mad
And you know I owe me
to bow me,
‘n someday there will be no “me”
inside me anymore
but until then
I am just lonely,