Not dead... yet.
Didn't want to spam Facebook with this mess of a day I've had.
I awoke to find that the event I was doing kinda good in in a game I play had ended. I thought it was going on until maintenance. I had a plan to trade off items useful in the event for stuff because I figured there would be a rush to compete towards the end. Now I'm left with a bunch of useless things because the event ended. I also didn't get as far as I wanted, as I was going to wait until today for my final push. Also, because the event ended, two special characters I wanted are no longer available.
But it's just a game.
Speaking about awaking, I got up at 8am to get ready to leave by 11am for an appointment I had nearly 90 miles away. All told it was a 169 mile round trip, and it ate up all my fuel. And that's up to an uncomfortable $4 a gallon now.
While I was in the city for my appointment I saw someone rear end another at a stop light. Didn't see if the cause was cell phone use or not, heh.
The appointment was at a hair restoration place. Lots of talking, lots of things I already knew but I just smile and nod. But the taking pictures of me, and making me try to pick out what category of hair loss I fit under, that hurt. Because I really don't like how I look or looking at myself. Heh, indeed, that's part of the reason I went. I was very succinct; I want bangs.
But I've apparently got thin/thinning hair the very top of my crown as well.
Anyway, bangs. That would cost around $13,000! Just for bangs! Another $10k if I wanted more hair where I'm thin. I always knew vanity was a lucrative business but damn. The sad thing is how it's a bit more critical thing for me, going beyond simple vanity. And there's no way in hell I could ever afford it.
Even if I could, the closest place to get it done is 188 miles away, one way. And I'd have to be there at 7:30am. That would mean getting up and leaving around 4:30-5am. Multiple times.
Since that time I've felt sick, I've cried, and thought about things I probably shouldn't.
I awoke to find that the event I was doing kinda good in in a game I play had ended. I thought it was going on until maintenance. I had a plan to trade off items useful in the event for stuff because I figured there would be a rush to compete towards the end. Now I'm left with a bunch of useless things because the event ended. I also didn't get as far as I wanted, as I was going to wait until today for my final push. Also, because the event ended, two special characters I wanted are no longer available.
But it's just a game.
Speaking about awaking, I got up at 8am to get ready to leave by 11am for an appointment I had nearly 90 miles away. All told it was a 169 mile round trip, and it ate up all my fuel. And that's up to an uncomfortable $4 a gallon now.
While I was in the city for my appointment I saw someone rear end another at a stop light. Didn't see if the cause was cell phone use or not, heh.
The appointment was at a hair restoration place. Lots of talking, lots of things I already knew but I just smile and nod. But the taking pictures of me, and making me try to pick out what category of hair loss I fit under, that hurt. Because I really don't like how I look or looking at myself. Heh, indeed, that's part of the reason I went. I was very succinct; I want bangs.
But I've apparently got thin/thinning hair the very top of my crown as well.
Anyway, bangs. That would cost around $13,000! Just for bangs! Another $10k if I wanted more hair where I'm thin. I always knew vanity was a lucrative business but damn. The sad thing is how it's a bit more critical thing for me, going beyond simple vanity. And there's no way in hell I could ever afford it.
Even if I could, the closest place to get it done is 188 miles away, one way. And I'd have to be there at 7:30am. That would mean getting up and leaving around 4:30-5am. Multiple times.
Since that time I've felt sick, I've cried, and thought about things I probably shouldn't.