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[mizukino]

-sighs- There's always so much I want to say. But I hold back in fear that I'll either annoy and push people away, or that I'll end up having people hate me.. And with so few left, I can't risk that anymore. I push people away nearly daily

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Per request, in your journal.

[sacreddruid]

You'd do well with an english lesson then.

"Just all of the ones I've been lucky enough to be involved with."

Think about what you say or type before you say or type it. Everyone, and that includes me, is at the mercy of how other people perceive what we say and type. When you say "Just all the ones..." That WOULD include me, logically, and just by implicaition alone.

Mayhap you would do well to take your own advice. Get your facts strait, which includes what you may have personally said, and lead others to think or believe. And, well, it wasn't your advice, but don't be a hypocrite and antagonize me in responce and then go on to say that it's "It's cheap to start a fight in someone's LJ" Because it makes you no better if you perpetuaite it yourself.

And if you wanna talk about petty, with that holier than thou attitude, next time you want to take the high road or attempt to be "mature" about something, you could easilly have just said that you wheren't referring to me, clairified what you ment, and made me look bad, instead of trying to attack me on a personal level. But trust me, arguements with me are not a wise can of worms to open.

~Tim

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[mizukino]

With you? Nothing's wise as far as I'm concerned.

With the comments you made I had every right to say whatever I pleased. You could have simply looked the other way in reguards to my first comment. Never once did I mention your name. It was between myself and Anne, was it not? Yes, it was in her journal, but what need did you have to comment? You know how she feels, you know how I feel, so why bother correcting anything?

I don't understand you, at one time I thought I did. But you've just proven to be the opposite of all of that. I'm done speaking with you until you decide to be civil ( After all, who was it insisting on friends? But then acting the opposite? ) and return my personal items. Truly, what need do you have of my under garments when you're dating someone else? I think that's rather odd, Tim. Don't you?

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[sacreddruid]

Or, all that stuff could be sitting in a big bag in my closet...but apparently your logic would dictaite contrary to fact. And again, when pointing out how petty I am, it might have been wise to refrain from being petty in return. Furthermore, the whole thing about wanting to be friends and such, is such a mote and dead point...it's long dead, very long dead. And no, to answer your question, for one so adamant about the use of personal communicaition such as AIM, it is not just between you and Anne. I didn't hear you bitch Fritz out when he went off on me in responce to what I posted another time in your LJ, but according to you, what I posted should have been between you and me. It's in a public forum, anyone could have read it, it's not private, nor closed to my comments or opinions. And when you make reference to me, even if it's not specific, I have every right to respond. And when you say what you said, IE, refering to "Just all of the ones I've been lucky enough to be involved with." which makes unquestionable reference to me, unless somehow in your world we never did date, I have a right to logically assume that whatever you say about "..All of the ones" you've "been lucky enough to be involved with." and any other inference to aforementioned persons, that it can and is being applied to me, seeing as there is no specific exceptions listed under which I would be included and thus excluded from the previously made statement.

~Tim

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[mizukino]

-laughs-

You'e argumentative as always dear, entertainingly so. I'm sticking by what I've said. I didn't suggest you had my items out or 'played' with them either. Nothing I said suggested such, I only mentioned you've yet to return them after I asked many times. And Fritz bitched you out? Well you should have told him it was between us. It was your comment he replied to, no? Not mine. So it wouldn't be my place to do such. I don't care what's dead anymore, it's been fdead longer than you think, Tim. But that's not the point any longer. It just interests me how often and quickly, not to mention how asily you change your mine. What in the hell is the point in arguing this? I was stating my opinion about males, what I felt, and it happened to be to another female who had the same opinion. Alright, you believe differently, no shit, and we're aware. Need you remind us? I think not.

Simply. I request my items back, on the terms you made BEFORE you broke up with me.

That and that you'd either care or completly ignore me. Even whan you still had your old opinions on being friends you never showed it, so I can already guess your decision.

End of discussion Tim. You have your views, I have mine. I don't go butting in on your shit, you don't need to reply to mine.

Have a nice day. ^^

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[sacreddruid]

You - Define those terms and maybe I will.

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[mizukino]

Back just when you were pondering our 'break', you said you wanted those items I was borrowing to show. The dice bag and that one fired bracelet. That's exactly what you said and all that you said, I asked, I made sure. You didn't care.

I have it.

I assume you know all that I need?

Including my cabbit and that collar I bought for you since you never wear it. And of course the binder.. And no, that's not it, but I'm sure you have an idea.

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[mizukino]

If you do make a decision reguarding such items please inform me. I've been hoping to get them back for sometime now and I'd like to know what's going to happen.

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[sacreddruid]

You'll get the stuff back, though how soon I'm motivated to so do depends, I would think you have no use for any chainmaille of mine you have, either way you'll get your stuff back, but I'm honestly not particuarly comfortable with where some of my work is residing at present. And I'll probably just give the bag to Vicki or someone else you might see occasionally. Anything that's not in the bag I didn't find when I cleaned my room last, it's even been a while since I put all that stuff in a bag, but if anything more turns up it will find it's way to you.

~Tim

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[shadowskiss]

Heh....talk about needing an English lesson eh? I think that you're the one that needs to take that English lesson. Learn how to spell before you go and rip on other people. How's that stick coming along by the way? *cynical grin*

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[sacreddruid]

You - Your superiority complex is long overdue for a doctor's visit. Get over yourself. This facade in which you think that you are like smarter than me or something grows tiring and I grow weary of humoring it. Like the game where you pull random words out of your ass and make me tell you if I know them or not.

And dearest. *snicker* That stick? Would it be the same stick you used to push me away with constantly? If it is, with all the pushing you did, I have no doubt that it's good and lodged from all that pushing.

~Tim

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[shadowskiss]

I never fucking said that i was smarter than you...in fact i dont een try to THINK that i am smarter than you..I'm just saying that if you are going to use big words than learn how to spell them. So now your assholeishness is getting blamed on me? Ha. Thats funny. heh...thanks for nothing. You never even understood me so i dont know how you can say that i pushed you away. You dont know anything when it comes to me and to be honest i never thought that you cared enough to know so i never even tried to explain myself to you. You may be book smart you may even be street smart but when it comes to people you dont know jack. You dont know the first thing about emotions and gods know that you sont know the first thing about trying to understand things. I would be more than willing to try and talk to you about all of this but your just being an asshole and you dont fucking try to understand anything. Its your way or nothing and that way isnt going to get you anywhere in life. That "my ego is too big for me" attitude of yours is going to cost you alot more friends than just me if you keep it up. I'm done playing your childish games. Think what you want of me. I dont care anymore.

Re: Per request, in your journal.

[sacreddruid]

If you hadn't gone into this entire problem being a bitch (ok, so you where understandably upset about stuff, but still) I would have LOVED to just fucking talk to you and whatever. I'm not the one who has to allways fucking start WWIII over the tiniest problem, you are, and you do, have have.

Your the only person who I've just never really gotten. It hurts me even though we're both pissed at eachother right now, that you think I didn't care enough or actually want to get to know you or understand you, but that's my problem.

I'm sorry that I've said hurtfull things to you, believe it or not, I have a conscious, and I feel bad for being a prick about stuff lately. I still am, and will be, willing to talk to you, even on your own terms, whatever those may be. But lets dispence with the hostilities.

~Tim