Trying To Get Through It
So this morning i went to the OBGYN and as I thought it was just the pregnancy. Because of back to back ones, my body is fighting with itself and this causes some pain. I figured as much, that's why i didn't run to the ER.
Gaerfie has been spending the morning on the computer looking at jobs and making phone calls. I am at the library waiting for the bus. I have about 45 min to kill. I am still worried about how we will make ends meet now. See I can pay the rent myself, but we can't afford groceries. I can pay to feed the baby, but not us. We went through this once before some of you will remember. It was horrible and even C4 tried to help by lying and saying he wasn't hungry. Sage use to give me food so i could feed C4 over my weekend. I am still very greatful for that. While I am greatful to have gaerfie home right now with the pain, I wish the circumstances were differant. I think they are also blaming his illness on the termination as well. I hate people who assure you they understand and then go and pull a 180 on you.
Summer ic coming fast and i can't wait. I am looking forward to having C4 this year. On Monday we are having a picnic at a local park across the river where i use to live with Gaerfie's Mom. I haven't seen her since like February I think. I hope we have a good time.
I know I still have to post about the weekend, i promise i will get to it, even if it is only in summary.
Gaerfie has been spending the morning on the computer looking at jobs and making phone calls. I am at the library waiting for the bus. I have about 45 min to kill. I am still worried about how we will make ends meet now. See I can pay the rent myself, but we can't afford groceries. I can pay to feed the baby, but not us. We went through this once before some of you will remember. It was horrible and even C4 tried to help by lying and saying he wasn't hungry. Sage use to give me food so i could feed C4 over my weekend. I am still very greatful for that. While I am greatful to have gaerfie home right now with the pain, I wish the circumstances were differant. I think they are also blaming his illness on the termination as well. I hate people who assure you they understand and then go and pull a 180 on you.
Summer ic coming fast and i can't wait. I am looking forward to having C4 this year. On Monday we are having a picnic at a local park across the river where i use to live with Gaerfie's Mom. I haven't seen her since like February I think. I hope we have a good time.
I know I still have to post about the weekend, i promise i will get to it, even if it is only in summary.