Can't Sleep Once Again

[mizuki_hana2]

So what else is new right? I haven't had a good night's sleep in ages it seems and as Nov approaches it only gets worse. Gaerfie tried to help me in a sweet way, He let me cry on his shoulder till i soaked the shirt he was wearing. Then he tried to give me a back rub, but I was way too tense and couldn't relax. I decided to go another approach and had me lay down naked and just did light caresses to my body. I swear with in minuets I was relaxed and like soft butter. Then after seeing this he decided to apologize for not doing it more often, I said no need and he said yes their was one. He knows how stress and worried I have been for weeks now and if he knew this would help even a bit, he would have done it sooner. He is so sweet. Of course all that led to mind blowing sex and a need to change the sheets *blush*. Soon after he feel asleep and I didn't have the heart to tell him I wasn't tired yet. I sat with him and held him in his sleep. By now though I knew it was no good. So I came in here to blog. I think this weekend I am going to change some of my icons and maybe my LJ theme again. I don't know, anything to try and get my mind off these problems. At least i have Mitsuki's Halloween party to look forward to next weekend. The Grandma's are having a day with the kids and going to a Halloween parade. It should be fun for them.I should turn in soon after I check my friends list for anything new.

For anyone who didn't see I have set up a few custome friends groups. Please scroll back a few entrys and read to understand more. Night all.

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