To whom it may concern:
First off, you. Four months ago you would not have hesitated to come see me. But, i realize that i can't be that important now that you don't "like me" like me. Understandable. A little disappointing, but completely understandable.
But damn i really needed you last night.
To you; i'm sorry that you see me as a drain on your financial assets or, at best, an "investment". Not so much because i feel sorry for myself that you do; my mind is already accustomed to that fact at this stage of my life. But because you can't help but think like this, even about your own family.
It must be lonely.
And last but by no means least, you. Just one question:
Are you really this ignorant of how your actions affect me? Or do you simply just not give a fuck?
Sorry, i guess that was actually two questions. In any case, trial and error have proved that you don't care about me nearly as much as i do for you. However, there is a line between "not caring as much" and just "not giving a fuck" and it seems you've crossed it a lot lately. That's your choice, though i believe that you are a good enough person not to be doing it consciously. Perhaps you're just really inattentive.
But damn i really did not need that last night.
But damn i really needed you last night.
To you; i'm sorry that you see me as a drain on your financial assets or, at best, an "investment". Not so much because i feel sorry for myself that you do; my mind is already accustomed to that fact at this stage of my life. But because you can't help but think like this, even about your own family.
It must be lonely.
And last but by no means least, you. Just one question:
Are you really this ignorant of how your actions affect me? Or do you simply just not give a fuck?
Sorry, i guess that was actually two questions. In any case, trial and error have proved that you don't care about me nearly as much as i do for you. However, there is a line between "not caring as much" and just "not giving a fuck" and it seems you've crossed it a lot lately. That's your choice, though i believe that you are a good enough person not to be doing it consciously. Perhaps you're just really inattentive.
But damn i really did not need that last night.