Nov 28, 2006 14:58
I'm so tired of living like this. I'm tired of living in this shapeless body, tired of crying and regretting and hurting.
Nobody wants to hire me due to my being insecure and self-conscious. Because I'm pretty much sure that it's something that most certainly shows as soon as I start speaking. Now, since we can all change if we really want to, I think that somebody up there has a plan for me (as he has one for everyone of us, in my opinion). In these few months before we move out, I have been given the chance to focus on myself. To get ready for a new, fresh start. To finally change and be satisfied with what I am going to be.
"It hurts."
"Honey... That's what hearts do."
work (lack thereof),
shitty life