Nov 11, 2011 20:23
It's hilarious how many times a day I have to stop and think "okay, I'm alive, currently *insert activity*, there's no need to panic, just focus, it's alright." OH MY GAWD. Of course these random panic attacks happen when I'm alone, because when I'm with people I always manage to keep my brain busy.
It's like, I don't know how to explain it, overacknowledging that you're a human being and that you exist. This throws you into a panic attack. You suddenly become aware of your essence and realize that when you die, nothing of you remains. I'M MESSED UP OKAY
mentally unstable rei