everyday i'm panicking

Nov 11, 2011 20:23

It's hilarious how many times a day I have to stop and think "okay, I'm alive, currently *insert activity*, there's no need to panic, just focus, it's alright." OH MY GAWD. Of course these random panic attacks happen when I'm alone, because when I'm with people I always manage to keep my brain busy.
It's like, I don't know how to explain it, overacknowledging that you're a human being and that you exist. This throws you into a panic attack. You suddenly become aware of your essence and realize that when you die, nothing of you remains. I'M MESSED UP OKAY

mentally unstable rei

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