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life is so unfair, so short
time passes by too quickly
much too fast to fully grasp
to seize and cherish the moment
i dont want jane to move.
i havent thought about it the past few days,
i just like relishing in her company
i've been taking her presence for granted these past years
i thought she'd always be around
she's a source of comfort for me
i remember she was there when i was crying in the bathroom stall in 7th grade
i dont want her to move...
i cant even bear to think about it.
i looked at the calendar today
i only have 4 more days with her.
she doesnt even seem fazed about it
i'm going to miss her so much...
i never thought she'd leave.
life is good, besides that, lately
AP seems to be getting easier for me.. not sure if thats good or bad.
i'm worried about that cumulative final of hers... i should be studying
i have so much time lately... like now.
but i dont really want to.. thats bad of me.
i think i'll study the chapters we're reading now..
at least then i wont feel so bad about not studying anything
i've been so into fashion lately
oh how i love fashion.
i realized i never post ANY pictures...
i will now.
i want to be more artsy, nikki has ben inspiring me with her tumblr lately
i love her so much.
my little pocket-sized sunshine <3
this may sound bad, but lately i've been wishing to look like some of those models.
not super skinny, i still like curves.
but thin, like not so much fat on my stomach and thighs
it disgusts me lately, i wish i was more toned.
ahh i love the photoshoots in fashion magazines
clear beautiful skin
thin body
tall figure
defined curves
stunning fashions
i envy, yes i do.
i think i'm going to go on a bit of a diet again..
last time i lost 10 lbs. ....
but i was on a super strict, not very fun diet, restricting to 1,000 or less calories a day.
this time i think i'll diet with 1,500 calories since i havent dieted in a while..
then in a week or so i'll lessen it to 1,200
my goal.... well i dont want to say yet.
i'll post of it when i reach it.
that day with lea and melissa was FUN FUN FUN
its been a while since it was the three of us, just chilling and talking.
look how clear she is!
my attempt at 'artistic' photography at my aunt sara's wedding
i really liked the details on her dress.
i would've liked that <------- one a lot more if that guy wasnt in there....
i want to post some pictures (courtesy of lea and joseph's camera) here since i'm in the mood... hmm... maybe next time :]
time passes by too quickly
much too fast to fully grasp
to seize and cherish the moment
i dont want jane to move.
i havent thought about it the past few days,
i just like relishing in her company
i've been taking her presence for granted these past years
i thought she'd always be around
she's a source of comfort for me
i remember she was there when i was crying in the bathroom stall in 7th grade
i dont want her to move...
i cant even bear to think about it.
i looked at the calendar today
i only have 4 more days with her.
she doesnt even seem fazed about it
i'm going to miss her so much...
i never thought she'd leave.
life is good, besides that, lately
AP seems to be getting easier for me.. not sure if thats good or bad.
i'm worried about that cumulative final of hers... i should be studying
i have so much time lately... like now.
but i dont really want to.. thats bad of me.
i think i'll study the chapters we're reading now..
at least then i wont feel so bad about not studying anything
i've been so into fashion lately
oh how i love fashion.
i realized i never post ANY pictures...
i will now.
i want to be more artsy, nikki has ben inspiring me with her tumblr lately
i love her so much.
my little pocket-sized sunshine <3
this may sound bad, but lately i've been wishing to look like some of those models.
not super skinny, i still like curves.
but thin, like not so much fat on my stomach and thighs
it disgusts me lately, i wish i was more toned.
ahh i love the photoshoots in fashion magazines
clear beautiful skin
thin body
tall figure
defined curves
stunning fashions
i envy, yes i do.
i think i'm going to go on a bit of a diet again..
last time i lost 10 lbs. ....
but i was on a super strict, not very fun diet, restricting to 1,000 or less calories a day.
this time i think i'll diet with 1,500 calories since i havent dieted in a while..
then in a week or so i'll lessen it to 1,200
my goal.... well i dont want to say yet.
i'll post of it when i reach it.
that day with lea and melissa was FUN FUN FUN
its been a while since it was the three of us, just chilling and talking.
look how clear she is!
my attempt at 'artistic' photography at my aunt sara's wedding
i really liked the details on her dress.
i would've liked that <------- one a lot more if that guy wasnt in there....
i want to post some pictures (courtesy of lea and joseph's camera) here since i'm in the mood... hmm... maybe next time :]