i just read melly's post on her livejournal and i almost cried. haha... what she wrote was so true.
"...the table group has been evolving and finally, we've found a stable platform for all of us to stand on. If I didn't have the ltk, I seriously don't know how else I'd be able to stay here. None of us fit anywhere else. We're all like a piece of the puzzle, you know? That sounds lame, but it's true."
it is true. i've never thought about it, but the LTK means a lot to me. i dont know where i'd be without it. the LTK is like a second family to me, i love every single one of them. and when it comes down to it, i would gladly give my life for any of them. i know, that sounds so melodramatic and childish, but i know i would. i've considered this many times, and now i can honestly say "i love the LTK and i would die for them".
what type of person would i be if it wasnt for the LTK? i really don't know. i don't fit in anywhere else. i cant be myself anywhere else. without one of us, we're not the full puzzle, like melly said. and no matter how childish The Lunch Table Kids are, i will always feel a part of it and it'd never forget this part of my life. everyone in the LTK, from rachel to even travis, has affected me. i love how everyone gets all excited and jumpy when we plan parties and celebrations for people. melly was the first surprise party and we failed at that! XD well maybe not, she just pays too much attention to us ^^
melly's right, no matter what, things will never be the same as it was this year. i wasnt in 6th period with her, but i'll miss that enormous family we had in 4th period. more than half the LTK was in it, and i felt the safest and most secure in there than in any other class. tho the work was hard, i looked forward to going to that class more than any other. it's sad to admit that this year is over, but LTK, let's make a promise; 'next year, we'll make more memories like these! because these are the most treasured years of all and i only want things to get better.'
sure, there's always drama, sadness, and anger, but there's always laughter, happiness, and joy too. no matter how bad things get, i know i can always turn to the LTK.
because finally, "we've found a platform for all of us to stand on".
i'm so glad i have you guys to lean on...