time to post a post....
well...fisrt of all HELLO.
i just felt like ritin about anything that came to mind. so here is goes. i wont lie. my life is goin awesome so far. i got a job my own place and all that good stuff. but im lonely. not lonely like boyfriend lonely but like friend lonely. i only have a hand full of friends here. its kool i mean i like them a lot, we all have the same interests. but i want a friend like this one i had in miami once before shit went wrong. she was always there for me and listened to me and vica versa. i always would try hard to put a smile on her face and like all this shit and shell do the same for me. but shit just got all wrong for sum reason. i didnt want it to be like that. but damn. i really wish none off that had happened. cuz if we were in good terms like how we used to be, i would have shown her things normal ppl dont get to see. like a view of lake tahoe and 10,000 feet above sea level and watching the sunrise and making the water fog up so nicely you couldnt even tell if you were on the ground or flying in the sky through clouds. i would have taken her to go snowboarding. i kno she would have kicked ass. i would have taken her to the middle of the desert into the caves to see 5 ft owls flying rite above you, so close that you can feel the wind they push wit their wings on your face so smoothly. i would have made her so happy. just cuz she was that good of a friend to me. but shit happened and now we dont even talk to each other. im crossing my fingers that ill find a friend like that again. soon. but im doubting it. :(.
i kno you kno im talkin about you...(im not goin to say any names)..but if you ever wanna get away from everything and start completely new, you can always come to me and stay wit me.
i told you once before and im saying it again. my doors are always goin to be open for you.
:)
if you ever wanna talk or need anything just im me or call me 702-413-1781
i just felt like ritin about anything that came to mind. so here is goes. i wont lie. my life is goin awesome so far. i got a job my own place and all that good stuff. but im lonely. not lonely like boyfriend lonely but like friend lonely. i only have a hand full of friends here. its kool i mean i like them a lot, we all have the same interests. but i want a friend like this one i had in miami once before shit went wrong. she was always there for me and listened to me and vica versa. i always would try hard to put a smile on her face and like all this shit and shell do the same for me. but shit just got all wrong for sum reason. i didnt want it to be like that. but damn. i really wish none off that had happened. cuz if we were in good terms like how we used to be, i would have shown her things normal ppl dont get to see. like a view of lake tahoe and 10,000 feet above sea level and watching the sunrise and making the water fog up so nicely you couldnt even tell if you were on the ground or flying in the sky through clouds. i would have taken her to go snowboarding. i kno she would have kicked ass. i would have taken her to the middle of the desert into the caves to see 5 ft owls flying rite above you, so close that you can feel the wind they push wit their wings on your face so smoothly. i would have made her so happy. just cuz she was that good of a friend to me. but shit happened and now we dont even talk to each other. im crossing my fingers that ill find a friend like that again. soon. but im doubting it. :(.
i kno you kno im talkin about you...(im not goin to say any names)..but if you ever wanna get away from everything and start completely new, you can always come to me and stay wit me.
i told you once before and im saying it again. my doors are always goin to be open for you.
:)
if you ever wanna talk or need anything just im me or call me 702-413-1781