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naughty today....yep..i came home...rested till I talked to Blair..she's adorable..she was upset today because everything was annoying her..most likely the lack of sleep she's been getting...but she'll be ok...i felt bad..and while talking to her on the phone she had a mini earth quake happen..and I felt..so fuckin...scared at that very moment..if she only knew how much she meant to me..and if I lived near her I'd be over her house in a heartbeat..and just hold her up to my chest and tell her everything's gunna be ok..I just wish I had that power..but no..we have to live all the way across the country from eachother..it's so hard not to be able to hang out with her everyday like normal couples..and hug..and kiss..and just be boyfriend and girlfriend..I wish I could give her that..but what we have is special..even if you think im a loser..i dont give a fuck..we are like soul mates..and sooner or later ill be with her..she's so perfect..something i've been looking for all my life..we got a lot in common.and we're sooooooooo in love...it couldn't be any better...trust me..i miss her now..she's at work..Im ok now..but i was so worried about her earlier...she assured me that driving on the road is safe..so..thats cool..and she giggled and said she wished a earthquake happend during work..so she could go home..that was adorable..i love her...sigh...im going to shower now..maybe go out..we'll see...