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After all that has been going on, im kind of scared. Ive began to dobt myself, and that truely is the scariest thing. I cant doybt myself. I have to stay true, and know that what Ive been doing is good.
I went out in service yesterday, and I had a lot of fun. I got about four hours in. Since it was a little rainy yesterday, I ended up going on studies and a couple return visits with Laura because only one other person went out, Karl. He is so faithful to his routine!! But she had two of her grand kids with her, Omar and Tasha, so we had fun. Im so glad that I made the effort to do at least on worthwile thing with my week since we got back from georgia. But, yay!!! the memorial is tonight!! I wonder if we'll go out with anyone afterwards?? hmm... ill come prepared just in case. Im so glad that Jehovah scheduled things hwo he did. THis year, the memorial came just when i wanted it to. And now i can take my mind off of this stress. Although i shouldnt let it bother me, it has been. So im gonna correct things. arg... i think im just gonna blow sometime this week... hope fully when no one is sround, though. that way there are no casualties. Well, im trying to burn a cd. id better go and see if i cant fix my computer. hmm....