New day
Every day I wake up, I am learning to appreciate it. I never know what the day will bring to me, especially when it comes to my emotions. I'm still cycling, less than before. It's weird not knowing what mood you'll be in a couple of hours, whether its depression, mania, sad, happy, hypomania, balanced.
I feel like I'm beginning to feel like my normal self, which is an odd statement for me because I don't know what my "normal" self is like. Looking back at my history, It seems like I've always been in mania/hypomania or depression. I know I have had "normal" periods, at least I am hoping I did.
I hope I can control my mania this week. I have a lot of tasks to accomplish. I have two more paintings to complete. I want to get them finished before April 14. I'm also filing for late withdrawal from two courses. It requires running around getting a medical note from my doctor and psychiatrist, writing a statement myself and getting my two professors to write statements as well. I'm hoping I'll get it done this week. I'm also counting on getting a full refund for these two courses.
I have no money, its been difficult depending on someone else for your basic necessities. I want to file for EI but I can't until I get my record of employment. I emailed my former boss inquiring about my record of employment, which should have been sent to me the week after my resignation, supposedly it was returned because of a wrong address...I want to say more about people not doing their jobs but what's the point.
I feel like I'm beginning to feel like my normal self, which is an odd statement for me because I don't know what my "normal" self is like. Looking back at my history, It seems like I've always been in mania/hypomania or depression. I know I have had "normal" periods, at least I am hoping I did.
I hope I can control my mania this week. I have a lot of tasks to accomplish. I have two more paintings to complete. I want to get them finished before April 14. I'm also filing for late withdrawal from two courses. It requires running around getting a medical note from my doctor and psychiatrist, writing a statement myself and getting my two professors to write statements as well. I'm hoping I'll get it done this week. I'm also counting on getting a full refund for these two courses.
I have no money, its been difficult depending on someone else for your basic necessities. I want to file for EI but I can't until I get my record of employment. I emailed my former boss inquiring about my record of employment, which should have been sent to me the week after my resignation, supposedly it was returned because of a wrong address...I want to say more about people not doing their jobs but what's the point.