fixedd .. but not actually happy
it's feb 12th meaning yesterday was feb 11th -- the infamous where yes i did get my cast removed. technically it was a splint but whatever it's off . tehehe =] wow i don't think i've ever been more nervous in my life but then he just simply glanced at the x-ray's and started cutting. i love my doctor =] what a nice man. yea but the x-ray's were so weird i say the screw and it's this tiny ass screw in your desk or something and that's inside me ... freaky. so yes i am fixed but as with all things in my life, this had a downside as well. i don't know how to walk! i don't even know how to explain the utter lack of words a person has to describe the feeling when you're a grown person and you don't know how to walk or rather being scared to walk. something you learn within your 1st year and i can't do it ... wow. but doc recommended i first walk with both feet but still with the crutches then with one crutch then im free. but im scared to be free ;x but yea i can't believe im saying this but i mis being my hop-along-self =[ but it'll be okay .. i hope =[ but i dont give 2 shits anymore man ive been in the house for 1.5 months! and so im going out for dinner with the cuzzo's tom. night and i think bianca n melissy n stuff are coming before that too and i plan on venturing out to the diner on the corner of my block -- what an adventure... these two events are even being forced against my parents' will. i'm so disappointed though, i expected that you know the cast would come off and my foot would be magically healed and i would out of there perfectly fine -- even go out the same day. but then as the day came closer, reality became that much more clearer =[ but yea i'll live. as it is i think i've had progress on the crutches with like being able to walk even though yes i have a limp ...ughhh!
oh and i got my report card today. oh that was fun wasn't it? my grades actually went all up but yet my average goes down. guess what i screwed up folks? my ART grades - i went from a 96 to a i will not even speak that grade. guess why? because my assignments were late? well guess what -- i'm sorry i couldn't hand it in on time because my foot is more important than your damn art so kiss my ass hooknose. the day i could have given it in on time was the snow day -- even nature was against my on-time giving in of it. yea but i called sr. margaret and i'll bitch to her once im back in school.
and now im putting lotion of my extremely dry UGLY shrunken foot. well actually yesterday i saw it and it was like brown and looked like somehow gave my ankle extreme amounts of black and blues because they're actually black ;x and yesterday woahh my foot was lyk tinyyyyy and dry and ugly as hell. and i have a huge red ... - i dont even know what to call it - thingy on my foot. it's like a big black and blue except it doesnt hurt and it looks like its extremely painful but it's not. and then theres all these red spots from ingrown hairs and yes i shaved today because it made me happier to look at my leg. [only women understand that] and what else... oh yea i could simply scratch my leg and literally flakes and flakes of dry skin would fall off - ewww! but now its kind of swollen so it looks its normal size and im kind of venturing into walking which is good. and im tired of writing because it always seems like so much but theres always so much to say being that i update periodically.