babies.
so I had been babysitting my nephew for months now. the mom work during the day and my brother work at night, so my brother asked me to keep an eye for the monster baby in between. it was hard work, added by the fact that the baby's very active and just love to climb onto everything he shouldn't. he drained me entirely, but it's kinda worth it to hear him giggles and blew his drool bubble that i have no idea where he learned from.
for most of my friends, the first comment they'd say is that "later when you have your own kids, it'll be easier to you, right?" honestly, i don't think so. i have no desire to go through such hardship to care for a baby for life. i have no desire to swear my life to live with a guy even. at least with my nephew, i won't be needed to babysit anymore after he get a little bit older. maybe the responsibility and the need to love your child unconditionally turned me off. i never believed in unconditional love anyhow.
meh. maybe i'll change my mind in the future. i'm too happy staying single to ever thought of finding a guy and marry and have babies.
for most of my friends, the first comment they'd say is that "later when you have your own kids, it'll be easier to you, right?" honestly, i don't think so. i have no desire to go through such hardship to care for a baby for life. i have no desire to swear my life to live with a guy even. at least with my nephew, i won't be needed to babysit anymore after he get a little bit older. maybe the responsibility and the need to love your child unconditionally turned me off. i never believed in unconditional love anyhow.
meh. maybe i'll change my mind in the future. i'm too happy staying single to ever thought of finding a guy and marry and have babies.