May 02, 2006 16:01
Bride of the Wind (1914)
after a painting by Oskar Kokoschka
1.
I am not prepared to give up my life
for portraits in winter without you
beside me. Night after night sleeping
to the sound of a flock of storks lost
to the dark of the forest
which also shudders at the thought
of wind. How it echoes through our wounds
carrying the voice of our mothers
from a flood they call to us with water
in their mouths. “We stood
in the water but it did not harden.”
2.
Look the night is turning
towards us as you sleep quietly
dreaming of picturesque scenes.
When the wind plunders the forest
the bones of storks retreat
from the trees. Your face
rescues the air from abstraction
as the presence of lightning
suddenly exposes the rain.
When enough air fills your lungs
you say “The body is a prison.”
3.
All I ever do is stare at your face
until the blood begins to form
on my forehead. The eyes in
my head harden like a stork’s
in the presence of jaws. I hear them
murmur in the water like scissors
asking for escape. I say not until
the rocks are red enough to walk
through. A light will shine
through them exposing blood
that was always there. We will
abandon our eyes for their wounds.
- Adam Ahmed