life is a game boy you gotta play by the rules...
meg is the stupidest person i have ever met....i cna't explain right now...but you know we all have our moments...i love her...well col is home from comefuckme...and she had fun and shit and she loves her new room...she's sleeping right now...good for her...well "i'm reviewing the situation" and it looks good...brian and i feel for each other in the same way and maybe we should take it to the next level because i don't see my feelings changing anytime in the near future...he has captured my heart and made me feel like i am actually worth something...i am still contimplating...i miss him though...he's been gone for maybe a day and i miss him...that says a lot...talking on the phone has been great and he's jsut so wonderful...i don't care what people think anymore because i need to make myself happy and make a decision for me and i think i have figured out what will make me content...brian will make me content...he will make me happy...we will always be friends and that's a great feeling...i'm not confused anymore...well goodnight all...much love to all of you...