you know what??
Despite of everything that has happened to me in the last year, I feel great!
I can go on with all the flaws I had to deal with [losing a friend because of my stupidity, losing another friend because of her stupidity, and so on, and so on], but I don't care anymore. All I want to do is to close this year out with a bang, and don't worry, I will.
I'm gonna take this time to just say, you know what, I'm gonna close this door that is 2008, leave it behind [expect for the good memories, of course], and focus on 2009 and beyond. Because after this, that's all it comes down too. And if i lose more friends, I'm not gonna worry, because I can bounce back, and gain new ones, like the new ones I have gained...
...and if you are still with me after all these years, good and bad, then I thank you for sticking with me, and having my back. now lets go do the damn thing :)
much <3's
Ash!
ps. even though it is [almost] 1 in the morning, that doesn't mean I can't rant or reflect on anything.. think about it, most of the shit i just said came from the heart
and I almost survived not cursing in this entry.. damnit!
I can go on with all the flaws I had to deal with [losing a friend because of my stupidity, losing another friend because of her stupidity, and so on, and so on], but I don't care anymore. All I want to do is to close this year out with a bang, and don't worry, I will.
I'm gonna take this time to just say, you know what, I'm gonna close this door that is 2008, leave it behind [expect for the good memories, of course], and focus on 2009 and beyond. Because after this, that's all it comes down too. And if i lose more friends, I'm not gonna worry, because I can bounce back, and gain new ones, like the new ones I have gained...
...and if you are still with me after all these years, good and bad, then I thank you for sticking with me, and having my back. now lets go do the damn thing :)
much <3's
Ash!
ps. even though it is [almost] 1 in the morning, that doesn't mean I can't rant or reflect on anything.. think about it, most of the shit i just said came from the heart
and I almost survived not cursing in this entry.. damnit!