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1) You know who you are... stop asking me if my livejournal is meant towards you. Please. This is my private journal and i dont like discussing it outside of here.
Life is so confusing right now. And tough. Junior year sucks, so hard. Emotions suck. Boys suck.
Having a boyfriend is so burdensome. Not actually the person, but the whole concept. It's so... confining. I know it sounds stupid, but it really is, unless you know that they ARE the one, because then it doesnt matter, but im only 16.. barely 17.. i havent found that one yet. In highschool its like a 99% chance they are not the person you will end up with, and that small 1% that does end up together, kudos to yawl, but it doesnt happen very often.Not trying to condemn any relationships i have right now at all. Kids forget, especially up here, that boyfriend and girlfriend is something special, well atleast to me it is. Its not a two week relationship with the word love thrown around in it everytime you part to go to your separate classes during the school day. How f*cking gay is that?
So im going to write something to about 4 people, not giving names, they will be able to guess who they are. Please do not say anything to me about it, dont ask questions, just read and soak in.
1) You are one of my 2 best friends in the world! I can talk to you about ANYTHING. You are my bosom buddy. Youve helped me with so many boy problems in Georgia and here in New Jersey. You got me through my move up here. The ride in the car up here, the nights on the mattress crying, everything. Without you i would have been lost. I love you with all of my heart and nothing less!
2) You are my other best friend. My dear _ _ _ _ ita! You me Seth and Garr have been together since what, 5th grade? What great times.I love you so much, and you have again helped me with so many you know who problems. You are so intelligent, i envy your abilities, you are an amazing gal. I love you!
3) I spent 99% of my love life, or what is has come to be today, with you. You were my first love. You have made me the way i am today. I love you, and you know that. The memories i have of you and i are priceless. The things you have done and bought me, i could never repay you. You have done way more for me than i have ever deserved from anyone. You treat me as if a princess...Sure we have our good times and bad times, sometimes more bad then good, but only God knows what will happen,remember that. Lets just have fun in the situation weve had handed to us!
4) You are my closest friend here in NJ. The day we began hanging out was the day my life slowly became better here, and everyday it gets better. I may have only known you for a short while, but you have impacted my life a lot. I realy didnt come here expecting to find someone i would actually miss when i leave. Im sorry for the crap thats been between us lately, really, i am, i just want everything to be O.K. I cant wait to see where God takes us in his path. :-)
Life is so confusing right now. And tough. Junior year sucks, so hard. Emotions suck. Boys suck.
Having a boyfriend is so burdensome. Not actually the person, but the whole concept. It's so... confining. I know it sounds stupid, but it really is, unless you know that they ARE the one, because then it doesnt matter, but im only 16.. barely 17.. i havent found that one yet. In highschool its like a 99% chance they are not the person you will end up with, and that small 1% that does end up together, kudos to yawl, but it doesnt happen very often.Not trying to condemn any relationships i have right now at all. Kids forget, especially up here, that boyfriend and girlfriend is something special, well atleast to me it is. Its not a two week relationship with the word love thrown around in it everytime you part to go to your separate classes during the school day. How f*cking gay is that?
So im going to write something to about 4 people, not giving names, they will be able to guess who they are. Please do not say anything to me about it, dont ask questions, just read and soak in.
1) You are one of my 2 best friends in the world! I can talk to you about ANYTHING. You are my bosom buddy. Youve helped me with so many boy problems in Georgia and here in New Jersey. You got me through my move up here. The ride in the car up here, the nights on the mattress crying, everything. Without you i would have been lost. I love you with all of my heart and nothing less!
2) You are my other best friend. My dear _ _ _ _ ita! You me Seth and Garr have been together since what, 5th grade? What great times.I love you so much, and you have again helped me with so many you know who problems. You are so intelligent, i envy your abilities, you are an amazing gal. I love you!
3) I spent 99% of my love life, or what is has come to be today, with you. You were my first love. You have made me the way i am today. I love you, and you know that. The memories i have of you and i are priceless. The things you have done and bought me, i could never repay you. You have done way more for me than i have ever deserved from anyone. You treat me as if a princess...Sure we have our good times and bad times, sometimes more bad then good, but only God knows what will happen,remember that. Lets just have fun in the situation weve had handed to us!
4) You are my closest friend here in NJ. The day we began hanging out was the day my life slowly became better here, and everyday it gets better. I may have only known you for a short while, but you have impacted my life a lot. I realy didnt come here expecting to find someone i would actually miss when i leave. Im sorry for the crap thats been between us lately, really, i am, i just want everything to be O.K. I cant wait to see where God takes us in his path. :-)